Hey guys,

so yeah as you read in the title; i'm still alive.... yeah...

it's been so SO so freakingly long since my last fanfic update and even though it seemed as if I was dead -I still received so much support- I got even more subscribers and many of you commented and wrote me messages about how you miss the story. (I still hope that all of you were able to read my info and see that my stuff was on hiatus.)

I know you have all been waiting for an update and i feel very bad that you were so excited when you saw that i 'updated' it... while it's not even an update.

Reason for my absence from my fics must be life right now lol.

first of all i didn't have the time to write more stuff, secondly ever since last year i have gotten quite depressive -some days are better while some are worse- but well, i am not here to reason all of my actions so yeah(and i don't want to share my personal situation rn), my motivation has also quite left me and i don't want to feel forced to write something when i don't even want to

Yeah so coming to the main point, i am not here to tell you that i will completely give up on my fics. I won't delete them, but i also cannot promise you to update right away or ... this year or anytime. Like i already said, i personally dont want to put my works here on end, i have put far too much effort into this . But yeah... i cannot promise you guys anything, i really can't.

Considering the SM vs. Kris situation right now, my motivation is completely gone from writing taoris or any other so it might take even longer for me to get active again. maybe i might get active by the end of the year, maybe next year, maybe never

I hope you guys understand this and yeah, unsubscribe if you want. its up to you. and its also up to you what to think about the current situation.

I don't want to take any sides but I don't know if some of you people are already informed enough. so just take a closer look at the current situation;
http://lu-han.net/post/85898359244/some-questions-that-need-to-be-answered

Lastly, I just want to thank you guys c: you are awesome.

-Aki