So everything basically started with the Sewol tragedy and the selfish, insensitive reactions that a lot of fans had to it. I’m a very empathetic person and even if I see something bad happening to people I don’t know personally it hurts me deeply, so I was extremely saddened to see many fans selfishly wanting idols to move on with promotions even while CHILDREN were desperately trying to survive in that sinking boat.  

A few days later, we (my family and myself) noticed that my elderly dog's health was getting worse. He could no longer put any weight on his back-left leg, and he wasn’t finishing his food.

Then this stuff with EXO's Kris leaving broke out (side note: I have some tribute vids I'll post at the bottom of this). That already made me emotional since, even though he isn't one of my main EXO biases right now, when I first was getting into EXO during my summer break before my senior year in high school Kris was my #1 EXO bias and even almost replaced MBLAQ's Joon as my ultimate (Chanyeol ended up doing that, but that's for a different post).

Then, later that same day my mother comes home from the vet in tears and tells me that the dog has cancer. It was just too much….

But I’ve decided not to wallow in sadness. Life goes on, right?