I'm scared, worried, and angered. I'm sure I'm not the only one too. I don't have the strength to argue with anyone. I didn't want to get out of bed earlier or even touch anything but, I had to since even if I sulk and lock myself up, I know it wont help at all. I feel so useless as a fan. We all now what's happening...

Kris is under a lot of stress and is being antagonized. This is just a rumor but, I heard that Baekhyun got hurt trying to take Kris' side, Kyungsoo also got hurt protecting Baekhyun. Other members were forced to write bad stuffs about Kris, or more likely they were confiscated off their phones and staffs used them to make it look like the said M Leader is the bad guy. And if SME thinks that this'll fool us, it wont, us fans are not stupid and we know when it's our idol or not. I don't know if this is true but, Luhan posted using a laptop of an assistant so that he can reassure fans that they're okay and not to worry. I think Sehun is the most worried person in EXO right now. I remember the words he said in the radio that he thinks of everyone so much and prays for them at night, he even choked up as he was saying this. Kris has updated his weibo just today, saying he's okay, he's thankful and told us not to worry. Because Wu Yifan is always here...

I can't help but wonder, what is happening behind the closed doors? Is this all a show? A publication of some sort? Because this is what I thought of when I first heard about this issue. But as days flew by and more informations were shared, it felt serious. No wait, it is serious. Everyone in SME and the fans are a mess. SME fxxxed up big time. Their artists are being controlled, some are rebelling against them, some just watched helplessly.

To be honest, I wasn't surprised when I heard about this. This has happened to a lot of SM artists. HOT, Shinhwa, TVXQ, SuJu and now, EXO. I don't want to think negative but I just can't help it. The senior artists, TVXQ and SuJu to be exact, continued on with their lives even without their members. But I feel like EXO wont do the same. They're stubborn, I feel like they wont just leave Kris like that. We Are One is the proper term for it. It touches my heart, how they treat each other more than just bandmates, more than just friends, but brothers. Though it also worries me, it feels like they would be forced to be like TVXQ/SuJu or be like Shinhwa and leave as a whole.

"SMEnt doesn't need Sooman to come back, but need a CEO that would understand the situation." ---Henry Lau (I believe this is his tweet, it's not exact, but it has the same point)

Yes, I do wish the same thing. I want someone to lead the company that can understand what artists wants but still be fair. Kim Youngmin is a fxxking douche bag sent from hell, and he should be sent back to rot there. He has no care for humanity. That's what EXO, or more likely, what Kris wanted. To be treated fairly, and not some kind of robot that would make the money for them and not even receive a fair amount of pay for it. I believe that's what JYJ and Hankyung wanted too. They were deprived of human rights and the CEO should at least care a bit. If he doesnt, then he's definitely a devil.

I think that's what the past artists wanted too. Human Rights.

I'm not speaking as a fan anymore, I'm speaking as a netizen that wants one thing for some people that they clearly deserve. Fairness, equality in other terms.

It isn't easy working away from your family than you think it is. Travelling back and for from Korea to China or to some other overseas countries. Working in a country where you dont even know if the people will catch you there when you messed up and fall.

This is what I conclude in my little thoughts and it's quiet obvious:

SMEnt treats their idols like slaves, puppets, robots, money makers. They only care about business and money. Using the person's dreams to get them rich and famous. They're like the snake that lured in Adam and Eve to have sin. They'll make you fall in their trap, eat the apple and enjoy it's deliciousness before leaving you there being punished on your own. When you try to leave they'll grab you by the neck and wont let you go to make you do things you don't want to do.

This is actually the reason why I love their artists but it's also the reason to hate them. They're sometimes too afraid to stand up for their own rights and they let themselves be controlled.

I've been a fan of kpop for more than 4 years. I've experienced this with different kinds of groups and it feels like my hearts been shattered to pieces that now, even if they're trying to break it. It can't because how can you break what's already broken?

This is just my side, an opinion, if you disagree with me or agree with me that's your choice. I'll be quiet for now, and wait... wait for what'll happen. Try to distract myself from what's happening. Luhan's (unconfirmed) post is right, we should just wait, and don't conclude anything. Because even them... they don't know what's going to happen.

#WeBelieveInYouKris #WuYifanStayStrong #EXOWeAreOne <3