A message to My idol

I won't be telling you to stay, I won't stop you from leaving. All my life I experienced having people leave me, I thought having an idol, I won't feel sad anymore, and it did, I was happy, I thought maybe this time I won't get hurt, turns out I still would, but it's fine, I'm fine, I should face my fears just like you did, I won't be afraid of feeling pain because pain demands to be felt. You are one of the reasons I continued dancing, one of the reason I never stopped improving my drawings because I don't want to be like you, as funny as that sounds, you are the reason I am rapping, and you are one of the reasons I am happy. You kept me away from the longing when my brother left for college, you kept me away from the nightmares that haunted me everynight. I might not be physically with you but I'll always be here for you, we believe in you. We'll never forget you but it's time to face the reality that what I expected to happen years from now is happening sooner. I already expected this to happen, that soon one of you would leave, and now it's real. I guess fame comes with a price and now you are paying the price because you're rights as a human is being restricted. You aren't Superman to endure all the pain, but you did, now it's our turn to be your superman and endure the pain if ever you're really leaving. Thank you for all the things you did, I hope this isn't goodbye yet, we hope to see you soon maybe not as an idol but as a successful model, actor, whatever, it's your dreams anyway. We need to be strong, not for ourselves, not for the fans, but for you, we are being strong for you.

 

We'll always be your stars when the galaxy is dark.

We'll be there to light the path when it's pitch black.

We won't leave your side even if it hurts.

It pains us to see this happening,

But the reality is what we all need to believe in.

We believe in you, we'll always do.

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