So don't ask me why this blog has no colors, no themes or no other fonts. I'm using my phone that's why. It's THAT urgent. Well you may know or may not know abt today. Well for those who weren't informed, then today Sehun and Tao unfollowed Kris on instagram. Not to mention their live perf didnt have Kris. At first when my little sis texted me abt this (she's my age btw) i thought it was becoz they couldn't stand Kris's way too troll posts on insta. But then she told me abt Kris sued SM (sth like that?) and wanting to leave exo. She also said that they uploaded pics of them crying in the ocean(??)(that was exactly her word) . Later that day fans also caught Tao and Sehun crying. And after a while i used the computer and saw a post abt Kris's decision. He said, he wanted to leave exo, to focus on acting. He had always like acting as the main in exo MV. And then i saw this was totally bullshiat. Sorry, i had to curse. I dont believe that a person like Kris - someone who was willing to break the rules to protect the members would ever do that. (Kris once cursed the sasaeng fans for trying to pull Tao's shirt to look at his tattoo. Like real cursing.) And i thought that his real reason must be sth else...maybe his family? Becoz a few days before he was still laughing and caring for people. But then i couldn't help but being disappointed. Admit it, we all are. Even though he's not my bias, but i think it's his weird/dorky aura that makes exo completed like today. Some fans even said that they were afraid that SM would obmit a member from EXO-K. The reason is simple. Lee Soo Man planned this group even back in 2008 (or 2010 i didnt remember) and it would be a group consisting of 2 sub units working SEPARATEDLY in Korea and Chinese. Basically EXO includes 2 identical group. Since Kris MIGHT (i repeat, might cuz it's not confirmed) leave, the whole formation will be not balanced and someone from K must leave too... But i think they are smart enough to know obmitting one from K means a one way ticket to hell. So, nothing is confirmed rite now, but let's all hope that this is just a joke, a late april fool's day, or even an idea from a fanfic (though i will be extremely angry afterward but still better than OT11). And if it's true. I told my sis that if it wasn't Kris but Kai, all i will do is to go with the flow. What have to come will come. Maybe i will see the new Kai after years, with his voice and singing skills improved, looking much more handsome and maybe re-debut with his friend Moonkyu (a SM trainee). It's all i can do for him. Please stop blaming Kris. He's not selfish. No selfish person would think of others before himself. If he could leave us, im sure he could already do it. But he loves us fans and his 11 friends. He's not a betrayal. And just like Suho (he tried hard not to cry) always says, (when EXO won the trophie, he purposedly emphasized this), WE ARE ONE. I dont want to see any of Suho's or Tao's or Sehun's or even Kai's tears, not any of the members' tears. So EXO stans, do you believe in me too?