Worst Than All My Angst
The road is long, no one can make decisions for another. The truth will always be kept a secret from the public, maybe the public will side with the minority, but that may not be the truth. The truth will only be understood by those who were involved in it. For example us 11 members, our SM company and staff. But from the outside the good and bad have been swapped. You guys will not understand that feeling of betrayal, that feeling when everyone sides with the traitor after you’ve been betrayed. You can have you own opinions and positions , but I still want to say, the right or wrong is clear, and I can say that without shame. If a person wants to leave, no one can stop him, they will always find a way to escape, and thus they succeed in doing so. Without us knowing, he really hid his intentions from us and the company and never came back. Ambition will come with many people, but I hope people can learn to use it for the right reasons. In the middle of practicing until we were all sweating, we heard of the news that one person won’t be returning. Now we must restart and prepare for the concert with an 11 member performance, so tiring. - Tao IG Update
I was at school when my friend told me about Kris's news. Couldn't feel anything then cuz I thought they were just rumors, which they could still be. Some say that what Suho said was what SM wanted him to say, that what Tao wrote was what SM actually wrote, that making it look like EXO is turning their backs on Kris was what SM wanted. But honestly, I don't know what to believe. Kris leaving is true, right? Or the problem would not have surfaced. But we don't know why he did, and we don't know what and how exactly EXO is truly feeling. My heart is with them and I shed my tears for this news. Without Kris, EXO will not be EXO, or they would be but it wouldn't be the same. Wu YiFan is one of my biases and this truly upsets me. I don't know the truth but what I've heard made me so sad. If it's true, then I pray with all my heart that everything will still be okay, that Kris would go through what seemed to be a hard phase of his life and that EXO will continue to be happy. I hope they still support each other because I will support them. I won't deny that no other celebrities had ever broken my heart so many times besides EXO, but I still truly love them. And however much I wish I could go back to being the me that isn't a KPOP fan, I know I couldn't turn back time.
Kris, I love you. EXO, I love you too.
During showtime D.O mentioned about being together still even after a hundred years. Let's all believe that.
Suho's facial expression had me in tears again.
Crying so hard for a group of someones who don't know I exist
<-- The smile he shared with Baek on Ep 9. ;__;
AND MY KRISYEOL HEART OH GOD
I am so writing something about 140515. I will.
I love you, Kris and EXO. Whatever happens. This heart is yours.
We are One.
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