Worst Than All My Angst

The road is long, no one can make decisions for another. The truth will always be kept a secret from the public, maybe the public will side with the minority, but that may not be the truth. The truth will only be understood by those who were involved in it. For example us 11 members, our SM company and staff. But from the outside the good and bad have been swapped. You guys will not understand that feeling of betrayal, that feeling when everyone sides with the traitor after you’ve been betrayed. You can have you own opinions and  positions , but I still want to say, the right or wrong is clear, and I can say that without shame. If a  person  wants to leave, no one can stop him, they will always find a way to escape, and thus they succeed in doing so. Without us knowing, he really hid his intentions from us and the company and never came back. Ambition will come with many people, but I hope people can learn to use it for the right reasons. In the middle of practicing until we were all sweating, we heard of the news that one person won’t be returning. Now we must restart and prepare for the concert with an 11 member performance, so tiring. - Tao IG Update

I was at school when my friend told me about Kris's news. Couldn't feel anything then cuz I thought they were just rumors, which they could still be. Some say that what Suho said was what SM wanted him to say, that what Tao wrote was what SM actually wrote, that making it look like EXO is turning their backs on Kris was what SM wanted. But honestly, I don't know what to believe. Kris leaving is true, right? Or the problem would not have surfaced. But we don't know why he did, and we don't know what and how exactly EXO is truly feeling. My heart is with them and I shed my tears for this news. Without Kris, EXO will not be EXO, or they would be but it wouldn't be the same. Wu YiFan is one of my biases and this truly upsets me. I don't know the truth but what I've heard made me so sad. If it's true, then I pray with all my heart that everything will still be okay, that Kris would go through what seemed to be a hard phase of his life and that EXO will continue to be happy. I hope they still support each other because I will support them. I won't deny that no other celebrities had ever broken my heart so many times besides EXO, but I still truly love them. And however much I wish I could go back to being the me that isn't a KPOP fan, I know I couldn't turn back time. 

Kris, I love you. EXO, I love you too. 

During showtime D.O mentioned about being together still even after a hundred years. Let's all believe that.

Suho's facial expression had me in tears again.

Crying so hard for a group of someones who don't know I exist

 

    

    <-- The smile he shared with Baek on Ep 9. ;__;

 

AND MY KRISYEOL HEART OH GOD

I am so writing something about 140515. I will.

I love you, Kris and EXO. Whatever happens. This heart is yours.

We are One.

 

 

 

 

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popgirl345543
#1
Exo fans just need to hold it together, and love them like we always have. We can't change what will happen so we can only hope for the best. We should wish him the best because his happiness is the most important, whether it's with Exo as the leader, or somewhere else.
Even though it'll hurt to let him go, I think I'll be able to if I know he's happy. It just hurts now, though I think a true fan should be able to let go.
AcademyWWRP
#2
They slapped Baekhyun. Baekhyun lied to the staff, saying that he forgot his phone so that they couldn't unfollow Kris and stuff from his instagram. The staff found out and slapped him.
WingsWithinMe1004 #3
You had me in tears again.. All the gifs... With every word you said i was holding my breath... My breath hitches at the gifs... I wish i could turn back time too and just be the ME who wasn't the kpop fan... Indeed this is a day to remember... I just hope everything will fall into pieces again... Like a puzzle.. Exo will still be EXO but will be missing a piece.. It wont be the same anymore ;___;
bringnse-xsebaek #4
I mean, SM needs to treat their artists better... T_T
Wahhhh
Boshaft_Crow
#5
Everyone is suspecting the posts on IG and weibo. For example: tao is a apple user, while the updates on weibo are posted by an android app. Also, the posts were updated from daejoun, and tao was actually at Seoul. And one of the staff was seen outside the SM building holding more than two phones.
In addition to that, the members unfollowed kris on ig, except baek. Why didnt he do like they did? Only because he didnt have his phone, which is false since he logged on ig to follow heechul, BUT he didnt touch kris.
Exo stans are seething rn, some are bashing the 11 members, and some bashing kris ...
and as far as i'm concerned, this is a trap made by sm ..it's history repeating itself.
If Kris is going to leave exo, then that's fine, i will support him from the bottom of my hard, because i love him so. Health and happiness are more important. If he's going to work his off without getting payed enough or without rest, and if his job as an idol doesnt make him happy, then leaving sm would be the best decision.
bringnse-xsebaek #6
I'm trying not to cry holy but my eyes are watering and my nose is all stuffy and I just
I want to know why Kris is trying to leave
And why the members feel betrayed (I don't want that to be true... .)
I am so upset rn omfg whyy
IamHayley
#7
We Are One