I love you

To my Uncle David~

   I know you've been sick for a few years, but it was never enough to make you have to go to the hospital. I know your balance wasn't the best, but you still smiled and laughed. You still joked with me, and we spent hours surfing the internet together. 
   Auntie wouldn't let you do much because she was scared you would fall and hurt yourself. But I still remember you every Christmas and thanksgiving, chugging around like you were on fire and having her chase you around trying to get you to sit down. 
   I remember your smile, and how much you loved your family and Ireland. Your eyes would always twinkle when you were teasing Auntie, and I always helped you sneak extra cookies onto our plates. I always helped you with projects around the house, and I still have the birdhouse we built and painted. 
   Now you have to help me. Help me deal with not having you anymore. Help me remember you're still with me and you love me. Because I'll see you in every shamrock and Irish flag, in every Christmas decoration and all the tools you built. I promise I'll keep your tool she'd clean and make sure your favorite extension cord gets used for Christmas, the one with gold paint. 
   I'm gonna miss you so much. You're not dead yet, but you're in a coma. We know you'll die tomorrow, and I'm sorry. I wish I had more time to say I loved you, to spend more time when your hands didn't shake or you could hear me. I'm sorry I can't come see you in the hospital, I don't want to see you like this. I want to remember you how you were, and that makes me a coward. Forgive me?
   I love you so much, please remember that. I'll never forget you, and I'll miss you so much. My heart hurts a lot right now, but I can do it if you're walking with me. I'm praying for you, I hope your soul finds God fast, you deserve a happy life in the clouds. 
   Love forever,
—Sujin 

Hello, friends. I'm sorry for bothering you, but I needed to post this. Please, if you could, include my uncle in your prayers? I love him so much, kamsamnida. *bows to the floor*

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lazycloudwatcher57
#1
This was so beautifully written. It brought tears to my eyes. I'm very sorry for your loss... :(
ecellolee #2
Oh my goodness! Of course of course, most definitely!!

Ahh you made me cry :'(
Yoruclaw #3
you made me cry. seriously tears are running down my face. im sure he loves you so much. and im sure you were his favourite. Im sorry for the loss. im sure he cherished the moments with you. take care. ill include him, ill pray. you didnt bother me at all

I'll try doing your review next.