mindly_insane : I keep telling myself that,hoping someday Ill actually believe in it.Thanks for the support tho.I appreciate it very much.

Luyoon_craz : You really think so?I hope your right,so my heart can actually be fixed.Thanks for the support you guys gave.

Thank you to everyone who has read my blog post and shared my feelings.I owe you guys a big hug.I cant believe I 'm actually tearing a little bit.I love you guys so much!

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Hey there,readers.

I'm back.Since today is a public holiday. (Well,in my country)

I'm back with more suffering.

Well,acording to my heart tho.

Chubby is....different last month.

He was...texting me,facebooking me,chatting with me,talking to me.And we even had a conversation.

Well,I freaked out,who wouldnt right?

I thought that we were enemies

Well,Chubby cleared that out for me.

He explained that eventhough,he was dating someone else,he still wanted to saviour our 'friendship'.

Well,even that statement made my heart crack a little bit.He only thought of me as a 'friend'.

But..I accepted him nevertheless.I,to,didnt want to lose him.

Well,our relationship,started to beat again.

Well,untill someone had to ruin our memory.

My ex-bestfriend told the teacher about us.Well,the wrong 'us'.We werent dating anymore but,well,you know,she told the wrong thing.

Well,at first,the discplinary teacher didnt believe her but she took her to our hiding spot.

The locker room.

Well,Chubby didnt want my bestfriend to know about our friendship,so when we hangout,we would go to a hidden place.

And at exactly the wrong time,I giggled.Causing my teacher to become furious.

You remember when I told you that I was a highly-respected prefect and Chubby was to?

Well,the highly-ranked/respected prefects shouldnt really 'date'.We had to be a role model for the younger kids and the other prefects.

So,when my teacher thought that we were dating,we were sentenced to..become an ordinary prefect.

Which was heartbreaking to me.

Not only would I be shameful,dishonored and hated by Chubby.my parents would also know about this.

The thing about highly-ranked prefects is that they were a red tie,that symbolizes,that well,they're higly-ranked.

While the ordinary prefects wear blue ties,that symbolizes,a new-born.

And well,the whole school watched as my teacher took of my red tie and replaced it with a blue one.And so did Chubby.

Because,my teacher just had to do it during the assembly.

And..Chubby stoped calling me,texting me,talking to me,chatting with me.

Well,but he didnt forget to post 'I hate you's' note on my locker,every single day,without failing,

I guess,my heart,is breaking into a million of pieces again.

And,I can picture my bestfriend with her wide smile on her face.