Freaking Out

I AM OFFICIALLY FREAKING OUT RIGHT NOW.

 

1. Riiiight. I've got a couple of university interviews this week (my first one ever is tomorrow afternoon T^T) and I'm being a nervous wreck right now. I know it shouldn't really be that scary (I guess? T^T) but given the situation I'm in right now I just simply don't know what to think... especially when doing my research... Heck I don't even know what in the world I'm saying right now T^T All those questions...I'm really scared. I totally want in, you know? :(

I need a hug.

2. That's just my first interview, and I really really want to get into that course in that particular university... the second one is in 3 days and I think it requires a full music audition?? Urghh I should call them and ask about it right? Right. I should. But I don't even know what to do and what to say and everything HOKAY I THINK I'M HYPERVENTILATING I don't know, I'm not really eager to get into that course but my piano teacher told me to take it as a trial exam for my...

3. FRIGGIN PIANO EXAM IN 7 DAYS' TIME TT^TT and I haven't perfected everything yet.........

So help me I think I'm about to cry. DX

4. Okay this prolly doesn't fit in here but I'm also freaking out because of it because DAMN EXO IS RUINING MY BIAS LIST DX I once told myself I'll never fall for anyone outside SuJu and also naver ship any other OTPs besides them... but then halfway along the road came Yunjae (that I could kind of accept)... And then when I thought things couldn't progress any further than that, I just had to click on a yt link of Exo on Happy Camp and now........ I'm smitten. I can't... Hunhan is too adorkable for words... and gawsh Luhan... 

Luhan is now my bias list ruiner. >_<

NONONONODONGHAEISFOREVERMYNUMBERONETT^TT

 

 

 

Lols what in the world was this blog post about again??

 

Gahhhh.

FREAKING INTERVIEW IN 16 HOURS' TIME!!!!! *hyperventilates again*

 

 

 

 

 

Aishhh. :(

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aldebaran_hun #1
I trust you, little bbq. But if you THIS nervous you need to do something other, dunno, like take a big walk, play with your dog/cat/parrot/hamster/computer, bake a cake, eat a cake, go to bike, paint a stoopid picture, you will calm a bit. Pls take care of you.
Lol, I can understand you, I really can't help myself, but I can't resist that impossible unicorn, called Yixing, and that beautiful life ruiner, Xiumin. I'm officially pedo noona, that's the sad truth. I'm here again! :)
Melody4Hyuk #2
You will do great. Just take a deep breath and remember that you are great. ^^
Fightiiiing~
Hug hug hug
softspotforhae #3
Just remember to breathe and will do great. I remember my first interview/audition for drama school and it was terrifying but it does get better. Good luck! Fighting!
Kyu3392 #4
POTAHTOE DONGSAENG I WILL HUG YOU -procedes to hug you forever- I totally feel you with university T_T But you're an awesome and intelligent woman! You can do it! I believe in you! You'll do great ^^ <3
OMG ABOUT EXO. I also totally feel you on that T_T Luhan is SUCH a bias ruiner it's like WHY. But there's more than enough love to go around hehe ;P
kyuhyun1559 #5
HUG HUG!!!
Hey!! long time no see but coming straight to the point.Iam sure u'll do great in the interview TRUST ME!! Iam never wrong teehee!! And mutual feeling sis cz i first worshipped super junior then came yunjae and guess wat i noticed them yesterday and iam already shipping them. i think hunhan has to wait for me cz trust me i even dnt know their names properly its really confusing to remember them bt i no only few of them including luhan and sehun. i hope i find a way to remember their names!!!
sjvirus #6
Gook luck on ur exam!!
Just feel sad at ur blog seeing one elf become other fan (may be i should not see this blog):-(
ysc1103 #7
Keep calm for your interview tomorrow and love exo. My dear. I'll be there for you!!
*free hugs available! *
nothingbutyu #8
Big hug for youuu :D
I guess first at all you must relax.. and keep calm.
Good luck for your first, and talk again when the result come. fighting ^^
And and.. bout number 4. surprise we got the same problem (?) hahaha luhan is handsome, but the others are well too.. hunhan? to me maybe baekyeol hahaha idk
Chiciz #9
En, relax and take a deep breath. You will do fine, believe in yourself :)
And, don't be too harsh to yourself about Luhan and that Exo thing, I too listen different groups and have otp:s from other groups as well, and I think it's okay. Why should we only listen one group after all ^^ we are humans and we have our rights~
lhunfeniel #10
Relax, it will be okay! We're with you! :)*hugs*
Liviaismuah #11
UNNIE CALM YOSELF.
You'll do fine, I know you will. You're smart and an able person, if you try your best and stay calm, all will be fine.
ALSO, DUDE, YOU JUST BROKE A PROMISE YOU MADE WITH DONGHAE. HE SPECIFICALLY TOLD US TO NOT CHEAT ON SUJU! *intense finger pointing at you* YOU ARE BAAAAAD
MyeolchiHyuk #12
Shhhh... Chill and relax kies..
Breathe in and breathe out kies...

Euu will be fine alright.. And most important be confident kies..
I noe euu can do it.!!

Aja aja hwaiting..!!!
*hugs euu*
eunhyuksgal #13
*hugs* stay calm, be yourself. and be confident of what you want. rest well...NOW...;-)
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