Smile

Hey there,readers.

Its me,thereforyou.The fragile version.

And here,I'm going to share out my heart content.

I,maybe,sound funny in my stories.Fun,Active,thats what you all thought.

But,I have bottled this up inside of me.

This side of me.

The fragile side.

No one knows about this,not even my parents.

So,lets keep this a secret between you,and me.

It all started 3 months ago.

I was a highly-respected prefect,and HE.HE,was to.

Our school received alot of substitutes teachers this year.

And,the subs,they decided to do an explore-race for the highly-ranked prefects.

And so,I met HIM there.

He was so tall,so handsome,so athletic,so charismatic,he was my team's leader.And I,I was just so trusting,so fragile,so IN LOVE.

His name is *******.But,lets just call him chubby.Since,I used to call him that.

Well,our friendship started off from there.

It was beautiful,filled with jokes,laughter,smiles,secret glances.

But then,BETRAYAL came.

It wasnt long untill I called him MINE.

And it wasnt long untill LOVE showed me its bad side.

He was smiling with another girl  in the locker room.And that girl,is one of my bestfriend.

I guess,love's beauty is only at the beginning.

And that girl,had the guts to tell me that chubby and her were dating.

And then,the rumors started to spread.

After our breakup,someone started a rumor.

That I was cheating.That  I left him.That I was an ungrateful little .That I smiled with another boy.That I was so un-inlove with Chubby.

And Chubby,he believed those rumors.He started yelling at me.Bullying me,Cursing me.

And I ,I will let the tears fall in the locker room.I will let my heart break.I will sacrifice everything.

Although,I know the truth.

That my bestfriend started those rumors.

And,she.She hated me so much.

I confronted her once,and I knew,that was a BIG mistake.

Because,Prince Chubby came to the rescue.

And he,HE slapped me.

And I,I didnt come home last night.

At the park where I sat,it was chilly.

The wind was howling.As if,it was calling out to me.To tell it everything.

And I did.

I screamed,I cried,I ...I EVERYTHING.

He's still with my bestfriend.They're happier now.I just hope he realizes his mistake.Because I,I am waiting for him from afar.

Watching him.

Tears were waiting to fall as they shared a laugh,a peck,a smile.

I will be updating more about my broken heart.

You,you may not understand me.But please,bear with me.

And so,you will know how it feels to fall in love.

And how it feels,breaking that love apart.

And so,you will learn that you will not fall in love anymore.

Because the most beautiful smile,

Is that smile,

That hides all those tears you shed.

 

 

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MrsFluff
#1
AWE MY GOD Author-nim,I feel like crying!Fighting!You really dont deserve Chubby..
Luyoon_craz #2
Absolutely..you don't deserve that kind of bad guy... But just don't lose your hope for true love..ok!!it may take longer to heal your heart but we are always thereforyou ..eventhough i personally don't know you..what friends are för.. right???hwaiting!!
mindly_insane
#3
Please feel better :((( that guy didn't deserve someone like you and he had no business treating you the way you were treated. And your "Best friend" doesn't need to have someone like you as a friend either. Don't give up on love because this is what we go through to experience and to learn. You will find that one person that is perfect for you I know . I may not know you personally but I hope you really and truly feel better ^-^