Hello, jtediana!

I decided to write this blog post exclusively for you because I thought you need a proper explanation about all the matters that you've said to me in the message you sent on my wall. Besides, I need to personally thank you for your effort to leave your long and thoughtful opinions about my humble story. Honestly, I'm grateful to own a reader like you since you're one of the dedicated readers who actually read the story and try to digest the plot thoroughly. By telling me your thoughts, you've actually encourage me to stay inspired in writing. Again, thank you so much for it!

So let's get started, shall we? And here's a warning, prepare your eyes well because this is gonna be long almost like my story chapter too! Hehe...

First! Congratulations for having the strong will to finish my whole story in just one day! Bravo to you since we both know how much energy does it takes to stay reading 8 chapters with thousands of word counts...yeah...so, thank you very much for that! (I wonder if you even stopped to have your meal that day??? Oh well, do eat on time, okay? Kekeke...)

Next, thank you again for opening your heart to read my heavily complicated story! Frankly speaking, I've never intended to create the plot as head-aching as now. At the beginning of writing TLM, I just thought maybe it will only take a few action scenes and curses but then, as the story goes by, I realize that TLM needs some dramatic elements to match the characters and their personal history from past. So that explains why the story turns out to bring a massive gang-bang theme with heavy ual relationship. I know, it's disgusting and dirty. Me myself did feeling the same dirtiness whenever I wrote the scenes for Soeun but again, I was just writing it according to the flow of the plot line. Forgive me for that, okay? ^^

Now, moving on from thanking you to apologizing to you! Hehe...honey, I'm terribly sorry for hurting your eyes. Please accept my serious apology for it but at the same time, I also can't help myself but to write lengthy chapters like I've had right now. Seriously, short chapter just getting on my nerve! This happens because I love details! Whenever I read any other fictions, it irritates me when the chapter ends so fast even before I get the main point of that particular chapter. Again, I understand that short is simple but what to do? I'm a complex person who loves details so much! On top of that, please kindly accept the nature of TLM that it will have more and more super duper long chapters after this. Still, inform me if you're getting tired of it. I'll at least split one chapter into two parts. (If that ever help anyone anyway...hehe)

Now, now, now...let's gossip about our lovely heroin who is none other than Kim So Eun! Yeah, another apology to be pleaded from you because I've turned your pure and innocent eonnie into a tish in my story. Huhu...forgive me, dear! But yeah, the title says it all. The Last Mistress which is obviously refers to her and the long, troublesome and challenging journey she needs to go through as a mistress. I remember when I first planning the main character for this story, I've always imagine a vision of a girl who has such a simple dream in herself. Like I've wrote in the forward, So Eun just dream to be normal. Whatever that normal girl would do, she wants to do it as well but unfortunately, fate turned her life upside down and far beyond her definition of normal. Plus, I wanted something new from her. I've read countless of her fics that portrayed her as a cliche kind-hearted girl or sassy and bubbly damsel or beautiful and always a poor girl with nothing but a big heart. So I thought, why not trying to imagine Soeun in a different way? See her as an angelic facade like that but actually with such a hideous nature inside of her. Still, I can assure you that her gloomy life will find justice by the end of the story..just trust your author here...hehe...besides, my story is purely a fiction...the real Kim So Eun is as healthy as horse now without anyone dare to harm her so chillax...

Yeah...about the junsso VS krisso thing...I know that I've told everyone how much I love my delusional OTP (krisso) but the pairing is just something that I created on behalf of something new as well.I wanted to see Soeun with a new guy since again, she sticks too much with ONLY two guys who are Kim Bum and Lee Junho. Okay, honey...no bashing here because God knows how much I've been admiring Soeun with both Kim Bum and Juno. The real reason is only me, who wanted to write something else for Soeun and that's why, I decided to randomly pair her up with Kris. But speaking about which male lead that she'll be ended up with...em, I'll keep that as a secret till the end because as for now, I still haven't yet decide whether Kris or Juno will get the girl. I want to see where will this battle lead her to...haha! Just wait and see! And don't forget, she still have TOP as an addition to her collection of bad boys fanboying club! Haha!

Wow...I've received so much hatred from you huh? Well, I'll love you no matter how much you hate me, honey! Now, why does 2PM seems so weak? Because the true king in their gang just doesn't want to stand up yet. Wait till the time when Juno joins them and I'll let you see how the tattoos, six-packs and muscles work for them!!! Yeah!!! Promise!!! Next, you hate me for tearing you apart between Kris and Juno? Ah...can't really help that because the two step-brothers have their own tragedy that caused Kris to be the seemingly dickhead ever and Juno the helpless angel. What the hell is the tragedy? Stay tuned!

Last but not least, I'll let you stop reading my long ranting right here. See you again in the story. Don't be shy to drop me any other comments whether in the story or on my wall. Let's be friend if you want to and of course, I love you no matter how much you hate me! Thanks again and bye!!!

~reddishDaisy_95