Hi everyone, 

I know that this comes out of the blue, as I've never posted anything on this site before (except for comments etc.), but I just really wanted to share my story of the last two days.

I went to B.A.P's concert in Düsseldorf on Saturday and it was a  very long journey. I live in the north of the Netherlands, so it took me about 4 hours to travel there. Anyway, when me and my two friends arrived we went to our hotel to check in by a cab and the cab driver was super nice! He could understand and speak English and was just very sweet. He showed us the directions to the concert hall from our hotel. 

After we arrived in our room we were amazed at how great it looked, we even got a balcony! 
We were drained and were actually planning to take a nap before the concert, however we ended up singing along with B.A.P songs and dressing up.

The way to the concert hall was actually pretty fun, we had to go through a park and it had beautiful flowers, a great scenary and people were very welcoming. 
When we arrived at the location of the concert hall, we were kind of surprised (we got there around 3 PM and the concert's entrance for party pit ticket holders, which I had, was supposed to be at 6 PM), but there were A LOT of people sitting on the floor EVERYWHERE and the line-up was sooo long, you have no idea.

We stood outside for 4 long hours and were freezing outside. There were 3 korean fans that gave everyone a small envelope with candies and some with a picture of B.A.P members as a "present" for coming to their concert. (I was really awed at this!) Then later a lot of fans were passing cookies and candies to the people behind them and it just went on and on.

After the 4 hours of waiting we finally got to enter and the hall was HUGE (for me)! The concert got delayed for half an hour, but it was totally worth it! They opened up the concert with "ONE SHOT" and ohhh my feels... I felt so happy and overwhelmed when I realized how CLOSE they were standing before me! I cried so much during their first song, it just felt so surreal.. I met a lot of Dutch fans who were really nice and shared the same feelings, it was so nice talking to them and to spazz together! kk~

Everything about the concert was GREAT! Even though we were a little bit disappointed by the lack of time and how it ended so quickly..

When the concert had come to an end, we decided to eat some fries to fill our stomach on the other side of the street and went back to the concert hall because that was the only way back to our hotel (the fastest way). COINCIDENTALLY, the members of B.A.P were on their way out so we could wave at them from afar and like make hearts for them to see and watch them drive away. I felt so happy.

Back at the hotel neither of us could believe the concert actually happened and that we got to see them from SO CLOSE. It was like a dream.. 

Then today (Sunday) we checked out at 12 PM and went to eat at a Korean restaurant (Korea Haus) Wich tasted very good! We ordered too much though, heh. After our brunch we headed to the central trains station (Düsseldorf Hbf) and went to a few stores to buy unnecessary things.

Now it comes.. I wanted to go to the starbucks and so we went. There was this guy that came out of the starbucks that I thought looked like Bang Yongguk, so I told one of my friends "Look! he looks so much like Yongguk" and entered the starbucks oblivious of what was happening around me. 

I was standing in line to give my order when I saw a handsome Korean looking face that looked oddly familiar but I couldn't really place it as I was too busy with the menu and to decide of what to order.

Then my friends started spazzing and some built man came up to us to say "Stop, don't take pictures" while my friends started nudging me to look around. 

GUESS WHAT HAPPENED?

THAT'S RIGHT! B.A.P WAS IN THAT VERY STARBUCKS AND THE FAMILIAR LOOKING GUY WAS HIMCHAN ORDERING HIS FOOD!!!!

The look a like I saw turned out to be Youngjae!

I don't really know what happened to me but my mind went blank all of a sudden. I didn't remember what I ordered, I couldn't remember what to say/how to order and FORGOT my OWN name.. Himchan walked pass me when I ordered my drink and smiled, then I just looked around me waiting for my drink and LOCKED EYES with my bias, Yongguk!!! I felt so happy!

We started to fangirl inside and turned  around multiple times to not show them how weird we were being, then walked out. We started hestitating on whether to ask their bodyguard/international manager for permission or not and so I went to talk to him in the end. I begged him if I could say one word to them while getting teary eyed and he asked me what it was and so I told him I wanted to say "Ik houd van jou". He asked me what it meant and I explained it means "I love you" in Dutch and I wanted to tell Bang Yongguk because I once saw him say "Ik houd van jou" and that he likes the Netherlands because of soccer, besides we came all the way from the Netherlands.

I finally got permission from him after promising not to scream, quietly approach them and not to take any pictures.

I stood face to face with Yongguk and told him "Hi, I just wanted to say Ik houd van jou, it means I love you in Dutch. I came from the Netherlands" and he responded with a smile and a simple "thank you". Jongup who was sitting behind him looked up and gave me a smile as well.

Then I turned to greet the other members who were sitting away from Jongup and Yongguk's table and told them I was thankful for their concert and they were great while bowing to them. Himchan gave me a motherly/fatherly smile and nodded while eating his salad while Youngjae looked really confused and lost. I didn't get to catch Daehyun and Zelo's expression as my vision started to get blurry. 

When I walked away I started to cry so much.. They turned me into a crybaby!

My parents and other family members are still laughing at me because I cry whenever I tell them the story and think about them.

I wanted to share this special memory with you, as I wanted to have a special "first post ever" on my account. I apologize for any errors in this blog post as I am too excited to realize them (if there are any)..

Thank you for reading this entire story for me and I hope you will get to have a chance like this with your bias/favorite group as well! ❤❤❤