So I had a fun friday night...

Just got back (its 4.30am guys) from A&E. I am currently coming down from an epic high and I am surprised I managed to get up my stairs with crutches. My back started spasming yesterday afternoon and I was laying on the floor in agony unable to move for 6 hours before my housemate came home and found me. 

Got a ambulance ride and lots of lovely entonox to get me up and out of the house in the first place. Was given a mixture of morphine, codeine, diazepam and other stuff I can't remember the name of and watched for 5 hours before I was finally relaxed enough to walk with crutches. 

Lets just say I am now too wired to sleep. 

I have never been in so much pain in my life. But then again I have never broken a bone or needed to go to hospital for anything in my life that wasn't cos of selfharm. This is all new to me.

They told me they don't know whether it'll last days or weeks. This is the last thing I needed since I was finally offered a trial shift at a new work place for tomorrow night and tonight I was supposed to go in for a couple of hours training. 

I can't work with a bad back! I'm so mad right now... 

Anyway I was planning to update yesterday - both Eyes on the Moon and The Favourite Maknae Test. Obviously these will be updated when I can sit upright without feeling like a knife is going through my spine. They both are pretty much completed just need a bit more. 

Imma go eat something since I am starving.