Oh no.. Oh no no no no no! ToT

This can't be happening No!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! OTL

This cannot happen. And I mean.. LEYK DIS KENNAWT HEPPUHN! 

My love for Jonghyun.........

its.... /sob/ it's decreasing...... T-T 

And all the blame goes to CHEN! Yes! EXO's Chen! Oh my poor heart... :( my poor poor heart is being possessed by him! His taking over it, not leaving any space for Jonghyun. T-T how dare heeee!

Aigooo~ I feel so bad about this. I mean, I've been biased to Jonghyun eversince the start of time!! for 3 years now. He's like, the one guy I love! I'm not kidding. I don't have a boyfriend because of him! XO (wow, did I just say that..?)

Jonghyun is like... The ONE! I mean, for a kpop fan like me.. He's the ONE! I can't imagine myself going nuts over another idol. 

My friend even SHIPPED me with him! XD she said that she can't see me liking another idol cause she's so used to seeing me like Jonghyun!

But then Chen came.............

Omg Chen just swiftly grabbed me faintly little heart and made sure I only look at him and and and and and...... 

/sobbing in a corner/

Oh why is Chen so perfect? I can't... I just can't... I'm falling for him really hard.

At first I thought it was going to be temporary, cause like.. I've had temporary liking for other idols before this. Like at one point, I was so crushing on Key. Then I really liked Mblaq's Thunder. And before that I was all over Ukiss' AJ! 

But those were different. Cause I stopped after a while. You know, it was like I liked them.. Then Jonghyun just came back to me, proving that he was the ultimate one who can have my heart. I thought he was going to do it again when I started liking Chen! But....

But Chen........... Aigoo.... T-T

I'm so sorry Jjong.... I'm so sorry... OTL 

/sad Yiruma piano plays in the background/