I don't know how crazy this sounds, but instead of fangirling over Jonghyun giving a room tour in a Youtube video, rather I freaked out when he showed his freaking SMTown ID Card!!

Like OH MY GOD. That friggin FRIGGIN beautiful ID Card was just blah! My feels! I want it so bad! TTOTT

I want an SMTown ID Card fgs, just ugh. >m<

It's so pretty and so goddamn amazing. Just imagine if I had one, being in the SM family. OH MY GOD my feeeeellllls. ToT

Thank you my baby Jonghyun for showing that card. Now I know what I want in life. TwT I always knew actually. But seeing a glimps of it makes me feel closer to my dreams. <3 TwT

SM Global Audition 2015, here I come! X')