I'll probably go back to writing fics. I'll start with a oneshot first. Write to help with the pain.

Because I wished that I didn't get to know the boy, the boundaries were so unhealthy. Because I wished I was more insensitive so I wouldn't be hurting so bad. But it's going to be okay, I guess.

I'll be writing some tips on how to deal with pain and grief.

Perhaps I should spend more time in the studio and school work. Halt the professional dancing programme (where do I get money anyway?) but not forget about it. Take the breaking class and spend more time working out. Do more math homework, I always liked math as a challenge. Get friends or something. I really want someone to help me when I faint or vomit, you know?

All I wanted was a friend so why did I start liking him? I'll choose dance over him any day so why bother? But these feelings are going to help me to write so it's going to be okay, I guess. I got some quote from a dancer that is going to serve as a writing prompt. Everything's going to be okay.