Still On Hiatus (Date Of Return Undecided)

Hello everyone. *Waves weakly*

So, I am still on Hiatus, but per the request of one of my dongsangs, I came on to tell you all that I am still alive.

Thank you for leaving me alone as requested, and thank you for the condolences.

This week has been for me, but I'm still living, so I guess you could say that I'm doing alright.

Some days are better than the day before, and some are worse, but I'm doing my best to get back to normal.

Someone told me the other day that they hope I feel better soon so I can get back to being the same Happy-Go-Lucky Kyla I always was.

I'm not sure if I'll ever be the same Kyla again.

When my grandfather died, a little piece of my heart went with him. He was my best friend, my daddy when my father didn't want to be a dad, my everything. So I don't think I'll ever be the same me again, with his presence no longer in my life.

Some sentiment of me will still be present, but we can never really go back to the way we were.

Sadly, life does not give us that option.

As already said, thank you, and I love you guys.

-Kyla<3

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pokopori
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Glad to know you're alive <:) Loss is terrible to deal with. As for going back to your original self, it will be very difficult as you've said. But let me leave you a thought that might help you on the road of healing: your grandfather probably adored the Kyla that laughed and smiled around him... he'd be heartbroken to know that Kyla is gone forever.