I'm Sad Right Now.. :(

Hey guys... :)

Well, if you want to ignore this post, it's fine.. I mean, who likes to hear about so done else's sadness, right?

But I just wanted to post this so that somehow I could feel better... 

Ummmmmm.... How do I start? 

Im a spoilt child. Well, not really. But since I'm the youngest in my family, I get a lot of attention from my parents. :3 so yeah, I'm really really extremely close to my mum. I mean like, I totally love her so so much no matter how annoying she can be. :)

The thing is... Recently, she's been so busy.  I mean, ever since we moved to the city, my mum had been constantly going out here and there, always cause she has something to do. 

I knowwww, she's busy and all... But sometimes I feel like... I feel left out. I mean, I know she doesn't mean to do it, but I can't help feel that way. I miss her. Even though she comes home everyday, but... It's not the same.

Before we moved, it was always just me and her cause my dad works overseas, and my sister went for college. So I had her with me, and no matter what, she was always there. Yeah we fight A LOT, but I always know that she's there. She hugs me and we chat for hours.

I really miss those times... :'(

I miss her so bad.

And a few days ago, my dad came back to visit us. I was so happy to see him. I mean, when dads home, we're all a family again. It's a great feeling.

But, then they need to still go out and run some unfinished business. Like the day after my dad came, they went to another city and stayed there for two nights cause they had some business to do. Then yesterday they came back, and today they went out again to service the car and get some things and they came home late.

So I was like, okay, Yeay! They're back! 

But suddenly my mums said that they had to go to another city that was five hours away for my dad's hospital check up. And now they went and they'll come. Ack tomorrow. I feel as though I haven't seen them for such a long time. :'(

I didn't get to spend any time with them at all. :'( seriously, I really really miss them, like so much. :'((

 

Seriously how I feel right now....

 

But just now when I was telling my mum how I was feeling, I was litterally...

 

 

*sighhhhhh*

Sorry if anyone found this boring and annoying. I just needed a place to let out my feelings... :'3

 

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Fennysia_lee
#1
Don't be sad because you're not the only one who feels sad ... this world still a lot same like you so don't be sad anymore ...;)
jungdamy
#2
you're not alone... I'm here feel the same way, but... we hv different case. you know when you have to move out from your house bcs you're not a kid anymore. not really 'move out', but since my campus is far away from home, I hv to rent for a room in here, live here with my friend...and when I feel like rly want to eat my Mom's cook and I can do nothing but just cry...

Okay enough ._. I'm sorry for telling you my sad story too u,u
blxck_ #3
:< why you no tell me? :( don't be sad okay? :) lemme hug you ♡