I dont know how can some guys had a crush on me

i just.. i dont know

i think that was funny

hahaha. I know i'm weird as hell now but yea

well, the thing is that i'm seriously DIDNT HAVE ANY FEELINGS TOWARDS THEM

so?

well, i did friend with them

i even told that not to built any hope cause i dont want them to hurt 

at least i'm honest tho

i even told them that i'm as rough(?) as guys

so yea

but then,

I just found out this one guy had already hurt by me

because i was like didnt 'accept' him

the thing is that i really dont have any feelings tho

so what should i do

if do accept him, to make him happy but at the same time i was the one who hurt

or

i just be friend with him and think bout my feelings more than him

oh God i'm confused