i have about 3 guys in my mind right now :/

 

the first guy is, the guy who i have a crush on him

he have been friends since kindergarten up untill now, he's a grown man :p

and he's the abs guy who i always bragged on ^^'

and, only God know how much i love him ^//^

 

the second guy is, this guy that i'm going to talk about

our 'first meeting' was actually on tumblr

then, from tumblr to facebook and to twitter

he's 2 years elder than me

and i think, he has a feeling towards me

and he kept giving me hints

 

and the third guy is, my sister's friend

he just broke up with his girlfriend and need someone to lean on

he once said this to my sister, "Why not if you just give me your sister"

then, we start to chat with each other and i'm kinda feel that feelings

you see, when someone had some feelings towards you, you could feel it, right?

but i dont know.

i never get any hints from him. just yet.

oh! and he invited my sister to watch a movie and he asked my sister to tag me along

so? i don't know

 

So, here is what the second guy posted on his twitter just now:

the arrow is the direction of reading.

@jihaheechul is me

so, the first box means like, he is so damn happy and says his goodnight to me. 

the 'Si Dia', why he use a capital letter in front of it? That means, it meant something special

oh, and btw, people around me call me Heechul :)

 

You see?

So you'll read; "I'm in love with you. Miss you too (: Heechul. (:"

Didn't you think like he's indicating that to me?

and you can see the gap between the time.

i was shocked and scared.

i'm scared if he'll do a proper confession.

please, someone tell him to stop :/

it's not like i hate it, it just that..

arghhh! i hate this mixed feelings :/

 

what will you do when a guy you dont have any feelings other than a friend confess to you when you already had a crush in your heart?