As I think about Christianity and dance more, I have come to the conclusion that I am not a Christian anymore. Going to church wouldn't make me go to Heaven, loving God is what makes us go to Heaven. If I do not love God, why am I going to church? They can tell that I don't enjoy worshipping a God. It's not that I don't believe the things that happened in the Bible was true, it's just that I can't accept that being a Christian means sacrificing many things, including dance. 

Perhaps one day when I feel "God's love" I will sacrifice dance. What attracted me to dance was how my instructors treated me, they sincerely cared. One day when I truly understand the doctrine like how "true Christians" does, then I might be saved, I may go to Heaven. When I make this stand, I might go to Hell. But I know that I shouldn't be a hypocrite and continue going to church, it won't get me to Heaven anyway.