First off, I cant seem to find the time to write nowadays...but I have so many ideas wanting to get out and it makes my fingertips tingle!!!!!!

I have like 5 one-shot ideas and ALL of my on gpoing fics to write butI get up every morning at 5.30 am and get back from work at 7pm, sometimes it goes up to 10pm. I know I wanted this transfer to the Divisional head buuuuuuut....I miss having hours and hours of nothing to do and then filling it up with random crap and loads and loads of writing.

Do you remember the time I used to update daily?? Its hasnt even been a year yet how the hell did I become so busy??

I even miss writing stupid blog posts about kyuhyuk moments which everyone already knows of T.T

And now I may go to Palau maybe(?)...I love AFF...i really really do. I wont even pretend to want to leave this place even though some things piss me off royally...but...you guuys understand right??

Im sorry for making y'all wait so much this past few months but...Im not even give excuses apart from that Im really busy and though I am b with inspiration because so much has happened in life and I am itching to turn all those occurances into Kyuhyuk oneshots but the fact remains that SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED...and so much still IS happening T.T

I want a break...no writing, no working...just breathing...and eating...yup eating is a must...but yeah...I want to just lay there adn breath

Now you must be wondering why the hell do you have to even bother readin this ...well because that one month that I said I would be away may have been extended to two months /bricked/

Sorry ...HEHEHe...

Oh god Im losing my mind....why the hell did I chose this major!!

/crawling back to her work desk while waving forlornly at her laptop/

Life...I miss having you