I HAVE A LAPTOP! I HAVE MY FILES! 

My life is back to normal (ish). 

Random blog post cos I feel like I haven't talked to anyone in forever. I have popped on here occasionally on my mobile but haven't really been able to talk cos I hate typing on it. 

Anyway I will be updating this week!!! *cheers* 

Order of updates, not putting when cos I don't like deadlines - I feel guilty when I miss them:

1. Startling by Each Step - Ch28

2. Eyes on the Moon - Ch5

3. Baby Don't Cry - my first EXO story which I never posted and I am currently editing (heavily with lots of rewriting)

4. The Favourite Maknae Test - Prologue/Ch1

Other stuff I am working on that I will tell you about and you can ask me about to make me feel motivated to actually write it...

1. The Wedding Date (I have been reading all the old epm posts and decided on this one since I had the DVD handy lol)

2. Playing Straight - HoYeol oneshot 

3. Beautiful Stranger - WooGyu oneshot (which has been sitting around half finished since July last year *cries* I found all the original notes in a notebook while I was laptopless and have rewriten it... again)

4. Family Matters (which needs another name) - basically a Raising Helen/Baby Boom style thing. Eunhyuk ends up "inheriting" a toddler Kyuhyun. It's a work in progress. A slow work in progress... (I have 2 chapters!)

I have so many other stories that I have plans for but these are kinda the ones I am working on at the minute / hope to post in the near future, rather than the vague "when I have time".

....

Anyone else been overwhelmed by the amount of comebacks?

We have 2NE1, SNSD, CNBlue, TVXQ, WooKey (refuse to call them ToHeart - they will forever be WooKey lol). I have no idea what to listen to! Thats a lie, I am totally listening to 2NE1 and TVXQ (the jazz, the dancing, Changmin's legs, YUNHO, need I say more)! 

Damn you 2NE1!!!!! Do you know how long I've been waiting for you to comeback?! (Pretty such everyone has been waiting this long as well but still... *shakes fist*)

2NE1 are the whole reason I am into kpop. Roughly 4 years ago I was randomly listening to CNBlue's debut song, cos I had just been hooked on Korean dramas courtesy of You're Beautiful, my first and been told by my friend that ShinWoo (that's YongHwa's character) had come out in a band. I was impressed but I was more fascinated with Follow Me which had just been released that day... actually on March 11th 2010!

OMG MY 4 YEAR KPOP FANGIRL ANNIVERSARY IS TOMORROW!!!!!! 

Kinda impressed and disturbed that I know what day I became hooked on kpop... I am officially weirded out... 

ANYWAY MY POINT WAS that 2NE1 who are the lovely ladies who I wouldn't be here today without are BACK finally. I thought I would die before they released another album. 

Now just waiting for a Super Junior album... *sighs* cos Shindong and Sungmin are enlisting this year and I was hoping for an album before then, which is unikely to happen since Shindong is leaving pretty soon. I am wondering if they are waiting for Leeteuk to come back... I like him but damn that is 2 years with no album! Have SM completely forgotten SJ are a group? I would even take a SJ-M album right now! (don't get me started on SM the Ballad... my disappointment of no Kyuhyun outweighed my delight of Changmin and Chen. And also they weren't even a group, not like Hot Times and Miss You when all 4 singers sang together. This was a collection of solo and duets! *fumes* I refuse to think of them as a group. It's the only way I can listen to them without getting pissed at the wasted opportunity).

My ranting is now over. 

I am just excited to have a laptop and my files and my stories and my music and my photos and basically my life XD

IRL I am still on my catering course and I joined Slimming World a couple of weeks ago - it's basically the more popular version of Weight Watchers in the UK. I have lost 5.5lbs in 3 weeks. I hae also been put on some new meds by my doctor cos I had a panic attack a couple of weeks ago. The first in nearly a year. I obviously hope that I am not going to end up a recluse who is scared of leaving the house again, I doubt it will happen cos I am in a way better place, it just worried me. For one thing, I have a dog now, who demands a walk everyday. She will literally bark at me and run in circles and jump on me if she is bored and we only have a small yard at the back so I need to take her around the park at least once a day. Plus I really want to finish this course and get my qualification. I need the certificate to get a decent job that I will actually enjoy, well one I will enjoy more than the one I have at the moment, and will get me more money. 

Tl;dr: I am back and I will be updating! 

Love to everyone! I am sorry to anyone who actually read my crap, I just felt like talking/typing cos I haven't been able to in so long!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A MONTH! I WAS GONE A MONTH!

...come on girl love is so delicious... come on girl love is so nutritious... *dances away*