I give up ~

Yeah, as you can see, I've already given up on my crappy review and beta shop... I gotta admit, I'm terribly pressured because of it and the lack of co-operation from a certain someone surely killed my mood and motivation to keep on reviewing. Also, my PC had just broke for good yesterday, as if encouraging me to shut the shop for good.

 

To be honest, I can't remember how I finally shed my tears for being stressed out these days. No, I'm not asking for sympathy. It's just that I hope people would understand why I finally gave up.This, and that, and everything doesn't seem to work for me. Also, the SPM results which will be released in a few more days added the pressure I've been facing. Oh, in case you don't know what SPM is, it's actually one of the most important public exams in my country and of course, I'm really nervous about it. But that's not the point.

 

Apparently, too much pressure killed my motivation and thus, resulting in my cowardly act. I'm really sorry to all the requesters for not being able to complete the requests. I really learned my lessons due to this unfortunate incident and I couldn't possibly hide my embarassment due to the decision I made. But it's all for the sake of my peace of mind. 

 

-end of my short speech from the bottom of my heart-

okay, that's really a crappy post I made. Thanks for reading, peeps.

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-Doojoon-
#1
Sure dear. I understand.^^
dianah
#2
hey its okayh .. you can try next time .. dun give up .. :) just be be patient kayh darl ... plus im waitting for SPM result as well.. its really freak me out.. gosh! we in the same situation .. hope you get flying colours :) <3
kpopunnie1
#3
Hey..... If you ever want to open it again I will help you run it and I know someone else who would like to help!
hotLover5
#4
Relax dear...everything gonna be ok...hope you get a best result too..well I'm afraid too for my stpm result and repeat paper...I study but,..yeah you know our (maybe my) problem..we kind of 'oh we know this and that'..then boom...i can't answer in stpm..it's killing me..but I learned from spm..try to relax..take a deep breath dear.. =)