Ohhhh my gosh!!! I can't believe my ears, eyes and brain! This is the best day of my life!

Let me tell you what happened. Few months ago, I heard about the SM Global Auditions that were going to be held in Jakarta. I was soooooo excited. I'm in Malaysia, but Jakarta didn't seem too far away. That's what I thought. I told my parents about it and said that I realllllllyyyyy wanted to go for it. They were doubtful, but said maybe. I got so excited and registered myself for it.

I just LOVE singing, acting and dancing. And I wanted to go for this audition so bad. But then, last week my dad suddenly told me that he couldn't bring me because the expenses were too much. I was like,

You kidding me?

I mean, imagine being hopeful and happy and excited for MONTHS, and crazily dreaming about the life you could have if you pass a huge audition and being all freaking excited as hell. Then suddenly, you can't go. 

I registeredddd! I registered for gods sake. And he still didn't let me go. It was sad. Like, sad as hell. I could understand that we didn't have the time and money for all this, but... I was still upset. I cried for 2 days you know. I thought that my life was going to be dull, grey and sad forever.

Then I saw another audition. A local one. It was pretty famous though. One of the most happening theater places in the country. They call it KLPAC. :D any Malaysians know about it? Hehe.

There was an audition on the exact same day as the SM audition. But this one was nearer. So my mum was like, sure I'll take you there. And so we went there two days ago. Damn I was nervous, but I knew that I had to do it since this is what I've wanted ever since it was 12. 

I auditioned. Pretty confidently in fact. It was a great feeling! I acted infront of Faridah Merican and Joe Hasham, some famous those-days actors. They were friendly, and nice and comfortable to be with. It was a great experience. :3

Then today, I got an email. Ohhhh my gawd! It was from them! I got accepted!! Weeeeeeeee~ I was screaming and jumping around the house like a mouse! This is like, the first step for me to be what I've always dreamed of being. My all-time big dream of my big world. The one dream that I never let go of no matter how many times people had told me to give it up. 

My chance to start my life as actress. :')

Maybe next year, when I'm more experienced, more independent and more confident, I will audition for the SM Global Auditions for real. :)

I love the world. I love myself. I love everyone. I love this website. I love my friends. I love my subscribers. I love you who are reading this. I love youuuu!! <3 <3

Hehe. ^^