(02/23/14)

I JUST WANNA RANT. I CAN'T TWEET CAUSE MY OLDER BROTHER'S GIRL FRIEND IS FOLLOWING ME AND HE USES HER ACCT. AND I JUST WANNA CURSE HIM!

It's like 2:30am from where i'm from. And i can't sleep. First of all, when i was about to sleep my mom and kuya(Filipino for older brother) decided to turn on the light in the family room, waking me up. Then they told me to sleep in my parents' room. I MEAN WAS HAPPILY CONTENTED OUTSIDE! SO I HAD TO DRAG A MATTRESS FROM MY ROOM TO MY PARENTS' ROOM. SECONDLY, they asked me to take pictures of the event tomorrow but I was so in a rush when I was leaving my dorm earlier this morning that I forgot my dslr. Then my kuya was like, "why did you forget? You're so stupid!" And it just! Ugh? I mean he wasn't even going to pay tomorrow then he's being all bossy! So i snapped at him saying that. And he snapped back(cause that's how short-tempered that sick bastard is) saying, "did i ask you to pay for me when I accompanied you to buy that camera? When i bring you to school?" I want to snap back but my parents were watching us argue and i know they'll side with my pathetic brother(as always). So i just shut my mouth. I mean i never asked him to accompany me! I always tell my parents that it's okay, like really really okay, if it's just the driver who brings me to my dorm after spending a weekend at home. And most of the ing times he's even using me as an excuse to go out with his girl friend! I mean he'll just bring me to school when he's going on a date with his girl friend. Ugh!

I HATE HIM! I DIDN'T EVEN WANNA GO HOME THIS WEEKEND CAUSE I STILL HAVEN'T RECOVERED FROM EHC LAST WEEK. I TOLD THEM I DIDN'T WANNA GO HOME BUT THEY DIDN'T LISTEN! UGH! I HATE MY LIFE!

Thank god i was able to let this out. Or i'll just snap at him in the morning. /deep deep deep sigh/ i'll just ignore him in the morning.

To the people who don't have an older brother. YOU ARE LUCKY. 

To whoever actually read my rant. Thank you for taking your time. 

Until my next blog post. - RiksiRixa