Dear 박 찬열 (or your bias)

 

 

Hey, my BABY. Have you read a story about a WOLF who fell in love with a human?  

 

PETER PAN who fell in love with Wendy?

 

Both are a tales story...

..A fiction story perhaps

 

But have you heard a story about a simple Fan girl who fell in love with her oh-so-popular Idol?

 

Then that's my story...

 

Do you know that loving you cause me a HEART ATTACK? But In a good way.Why? Dont ask me because the answer is I dont know. It just happened just like that. Do you even know that I exist? If not then what do I expect right? You're THE STAR that I couldn't reach, or more like its hard to reach. I know...Loving me back is like THE FIRST SNOW it will never happened here in our country, you know what that means right but eventhough like that I still GROWL with your love? Yeah love, It once broke my heart. Like I'm a MACHINE that had just stop from functioning that I even thought it will just gonna be a HISTORY of my heart breaking past.

 

WHAT IS LOVE? They usually ask me that without any further explanations my answer is just simple 'Love is Unforeseen' that is.

 

They think that my love for you is just nothing but a joke like my MAMA and my friends told me. But for me its what I truly feels and no one could ever understand that but me.

 

Our life is like a TWO MOONS, Its separated, you have your own and I have my own. Even if we're separated BABY DON'T CRY if someone broke your heart. DON'T GO because this is not the end of your world. I know I'm just a mere Fans out there for you. Still, You have ME and I'll always do.

 

How I wish I could run into you with your OPEN ARMS when I'm sad and hurt. How I wish you could welcomed me with your KISS and HUGS. How I wish that there could be a MIRACLE IN DECEMBER. So that I could enter INTO YOUR WORLD enjoy the life with you forever so there I could say I'm LUCKY. And for sure it's MY TURN TO CRY if that happens.

 

Seeing you with other girls is really hurt that could LET OUT THE BEAST in me because of jealousy but what can I do right? Nothing, 'cause I dont have the right to act like that. Even If I count of 365 days to move on nothing will change ,You still be the one here (points into my heart ♥) so why bother?

 

No matter what happens I will never give up I will wait and I will always love you because you are my BLACK PEARL that I treasured alot. And if they think I'm greasy then I'll stay like that because I truly love you. 

 

And if you asked this..."Be MY LADY?

 

Then I assure you. I'll gladly be one. And be with you till eternity... 

 

Yes I'm JUST a fan in your eyes and theirs but we're still both Beautiful humans, I could also feel love, hurt, happiness and even sadness just like you. So no one could rubbed that in my face because we're BOTH created by our Dear father God. And not because I'm JUST a Fan. That doesn't mean I can't dream of having a Prince and a happy ending in my love story right? So if I were somebody go for it and dont give up! Ajah! So my dear 박 찬열 사랑해. We Are One!

 

XOXO: 단렌 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Authors note: 

 

I made this for Yeol.

How was it?Can you relate with this? XD...>\\\<  i dunno why i made it maybe i'm totally falling for Chanyeol that hard OMG!!!  And I put all things that related to EXO teehee hope its not after all hihi.:)