Just yesterday, on Valentine's, I gave my crush a card, but He doesnt know its from me, i think, bcuz i gave it to him anonymously. And I'm freaking out bcuz he might know its me. Lemme tell u how it went..

First, I asked his last period teacher to give him the card. 

Second, He was in the class when I gave her the card and i wasnt aware of his presence.

Third, I waited the whole day just so he can get the card.

Fourth, I went back to that class to ask the teacher after school, how it went. She said she didnt know. 

Fifth, He was staring at me from the cafeteria, since he has the after school program. 

Sixth, I think he knows its from me.

Seventh, I'm dying here. 

Okay so in the card it says how much i like him and how long and that I dont want to tell him who I am yet bcuz i dont want it to be awkward around us since hes like my guy bestfriend, but I think he knows. FYI, hes a ginger (redhead) twin and hes white and I'm hmong and asian. Weird but anyways im freaking out. Like I think he knoes and like my friends besides my kpop bestie at school thinks I'm crazy for thinking too much. Do you think I'm thinking to much? I dont know anymore. I dont want it to be awkward around us, but sometimes I like it when I ignore my ex-crushes/boyfriends bcuz it makes me feel like better after a rejection. T-T I feel like if i ignored them then it'll make them feel like they lost the best gf/secret admirer. Heeheheh..

:3 I think I'm fantasizing over dramatic stuff like these too much,but oh well. 

Okay gotta go. Its like 12 in the morning. Night!