A Memory or A Dream?

 

I had this dream at the start of this week and it's just been running through my mind everyday. Dreams are normally just random, but for 2 years theres always this guy in my dream who I don't know who it is, even when I see the back of his head in my dream, also his face is just blurry; I have no memory of his face. 

For 2 years he's been in my dream as the blurry guy haha, so my friends say that it seems like it's a past memory I've forgotten or even a future thing that'll happen.


 

So my recent dream...

I was going to my male friend house with my boyfriend (My dream boyfriend; the blurry face guy) When we were at my friends house, he gave me and my "Boyfriend" a short tour around his house. Then we walked towards a big room with tall white glassed doors, when we walked into the room, there was alot of people, it looked like I was there to have a party or gathering with alot of people. 

The room that my male friend took us had a lot of white furnitures and decorations with light brown wooden floorings; it was a very big and spaceous house. Because there was alot of people in the room, I stayed by my "Boyfriend", he was talking to a group of freidns whom I don't know so I stayed quiet. Then I saw this classmate of mines at the gathering aswell, so we had a small chat, but somehowhe had injured his ankle and it was swollen. I looked at it, saying it looked painful and sore, but he said it was fine and he kept jumping around having fun, so me, my boyfriend and his friends just watched him being crazy and happy enjoying himself.

 

From the start of the dream I didn't have a conversation with my "Boyfriend" , however even if we did converse I couldn't remember how his voice sounded like. During the gathering/party he only stared at me and stayed by my side watching me all the time, which didn't seem to bother me at all. But suddenly after being in the gathering/part for hours, I was suddenly angry and annoyed at him. I don't know what happened but it seemed like we had a disagreement about something or there was just a problem which caused us to argue. I was shouting at him about something which I can't remember what it was, but I only remembered that I was angry and upset about him. So I walked away from him as he kept talking to his friends whilst keeping an eye on where I was going.

 

I was getting tired and sick of staying in the party/gathering so I decided to walk out of the room. When I was walking towards the exit, my "Boyfriend" was standing infront of me, leaning against a table as he just stared at me. I couldn't see his face as it was blurry but the dream told me/made me feel that he was staring at me emotionlessly which made me even annoyed so I knocked whatever was on the table off it and gave him a cold glare to show my anger.

I think I walked out the party/gathering and wanted to leave, but it was soon lunch time so I stayed behind. During the lunch time, I had to look after my little cousin, I sat her down at a table and got food for me and her to eat. While I was with my little cousin, my "Boyfriend" was sitting on the opposite side of the room from me, staring at me again and keeping watch of me again as I sat with my back turned towards him, not wanting to see his face.

 

 


That was how my dream ended... I had alot of dreams with this "Boyfriend" or the Mr Blurry guy haha. It's cool dreaming, but my dreams really seems as if they join together xD

 

 

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kisekinaru #1
that was so interesting to read o__o if it was a memory, it'd be cool if(i don't believe nor do not believe) it was from a past life.
blondesakura
#2
Woahh.. so cooll... i had a weird dream today too.. i dreamt abt my crush and a middle age lady in that dream said that i must not hold onto him, i must let go... i guess you got a confusing dream as mine.. cuz my dream just stopped right there afater that lady told me...