It's so annoying when people are so self-centered. Especially when they just said to you, "I'm self-centered sometimes, I don't want to be self-centered." and just right after what they said, they go and become self centered. Talking about themselves, only caring about their own feeling.

When that person acted like that I was like fine, i'll just leave it. But the following day he became a really depressing and more self-centered person. He seems like he's trying to get pity from people, he kept saying depressing things to show people how he feels. He also talks to my unnie and a cousin of mines aswell, but because we live in different parts of the place our school system is different, so they are less busy compared to us. So all 3 of us are busy and we don't talk much on this app called "Whatsapp" chat. However we do go on it, and whenever we go on it, Whatsapp shows people if you are online or when the last time you went on Whatsapp was. And so we sometimes go on whatsapp to talk about homeworks or questions we need help with. but he thinks we're ignoring him because we're online in whatsapp and we're not talking to him. Not only that, he thinks we should take out a few mins to reply back to his messages, but how can we suppose to do that when he messages us back within a second... should we message him back again then? cause then he'll just stop us from our work and we'll have a never ending conversation until midnight; when we go to bed. I hate how he doesn't understand us or me at all, he says he doesn't want to be self-centered but he's not understanding our busy-ness.

However, we do reply like after an hour or two hours after our homeworkds and revision etc. but he still doesn't appreiciate it. He thinks we're ignoring him and not replying because we hate him and find him annoying... (thinking too much) Because he kept thinking too much I thought I'd talk to him to comfort him aswell as telling him why people aren't replying to him,... but he just ignored my message and talked about himself again! 

But what made me so pissed off today was when I got a bit worried about him thinking too much, so I thought I'd say morning to him first and then ask him if he was alright and he replied with "....yeaaahhh" which seems like he wasn't fine so I thought I'd be kind and ask if he was really sure he's fine and again he replied with "Yeh" so i was like "Okay.." Since he says he's fine I thought maybe he was fine and doesn't want anyone to get worried about him so he's saying that. But after my "Okay" message he sent back a message saying "Sighsss" I mean like... if you want to say you're not alright then say it directly, why is he saying he's fine and then texting "Sighsss"? It just bugs me, because he wants me to care about him but trying to act more sad..? -___- 

Now I am so confused in what to say to him now, for a whole day he's being saying depressing words and saying how lonely he is... he still doesn't acknowledge the fact that he's not the only one thats having a bad day or even life.

I feel much better writing this out actually haha... sorry for all the blog blabbering xD