Abandoning Taoris Ship

I feel so bad after all the TaoHun stuff that happened over the past few days and still continues to happen.

Ive been on the Taoris ship ever since i started with EXO and seeing the way those are drifting apart hurts me. and actually drained out my muse for the ship.

Ive gone on a 5-day no internet farm immersion during which all the TaoHun happened. I only got updates through friends' text messages and i was pissed, because tao and kris were at the airport the day before i left, and i was on my way to the farm knowing that sehun was on his way to china. I was angry yet hopeful at the same time that things will get better when they return to Korea.

it wasnt any better.

By some circumstance, i only felt worse and over the weekends, i felt zen. like im above the annoyance level of all the TaoHun and started feeling... NOTHING. Like, i dont care about anything at all, and i literally felt nothing about Tao, Kris and everything EXO.

I know that it was wrong of me to invest so much on EXO based on a ship but i dont think i'm gonna be on this ship for a bit. I cant ship anybody else on EXO except for TaoRis and if they're not happening anytime soon, i'd rather take a step back and leave.

About my fics? I'll finish them, out of just finishing them because i dont want to be an writer of sorts.

I'm sure i'll re-board the ship if everything is Taoris and nothing hurts again.

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CoFFiee #1 Feb 10, 2014 04:42:06

I know what you feel about this. and for a ship like taoris which is full.of interaction since the begining. this circumtances is kind of sad.

But un other fandom, I ship the subtle ship. which is really not into fanservices but they have their own moment and mostly they share this for themselves.

at the begining of their promotion, they have many moments on cam but as time goes bye they have less moments.

maybe taoris just slow down their interactions for a bit. the fact tjat they are room mate (for now) is enough for me. hihihihi...

but take your time and free your mind for a moment amd come back and board this ship again. I'll wait for you.

ChocoEclair #2 Feb 10, 2014 01:21:59

i feel you... :( a few other friends also abandoned this ship... it's not that we lost our interest in this ship but recently they just don't feel as 'real' anymore :/

and yeah it hurts like a seeing them drift apart.. i shipped them too hard, i guess, but they're truthfully one of my main reasons why i got into this fandom :|

AnnaLucyy #3 Feb 9, 2014 23:24:36

Awee. I feel. The same
TTT ^ TTT BUT I will wait until taoris is back again because I'm a hardcore shipper ^^ btw I read your fics xD

jexotic97 #4 Feb 9, 2014 22:05:43

Aww, well i know how your feeling but times change shipping and stuff will change, but eventually their will be part of going back, just give it time, just have to deal with what we have on our present, there so many shipment with EXO:}

breelois29 #5 Feb 9, 2014 21:20:54

i feel you. :'(