seⅩes ↷ lee jungseok
seⅩes ↷ lee, jungseok
USERNAME: haekyung ↷ NICKNAME: dani ↷ ACTIVITY LEVEL: ten
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FULL NAME: lee jungseok [ 이정석 ]
STAGE NAME: exel ↷ deprived from "excel" (to be excellent, to be exceptionally good at); he is a matter of sins and wrong doings, so this name is to mentally lapse him into thinking he's a better person.
NICKNAMES: n/a until further notice.
BLOOD TYPE: o
DATE OF BIRTH: feb, 13th IMAGE AGE: 23
REAL AGE: longer than he's known himself (roughly 900+ but not 100% accurate) HEIGHT & WEIGHT: 182cm & 70kg
ORIGIN: seoul, south korea [ location varies due to time era ]
LANGUAGES: +because he was previously a, "son of god", in order for jungseok to be versatile in his state of an angel, he was taught many languages of the human spicies and is actually bilingual. but, because he lives as a, "human" in korea (as he is made to look of korean decent) he sticks only to english and korean despite his wide-ranged knowledge.
— english [ fluent & mothertongue ; up to date as of 2014 ] — korean [ fluent & learning ; up to date as of 2014 ] |
VISUAL: jo geun hyeong
LINKS: hana ; deul ; set ; once upon a time
BACK-UP VISUAL: won jong jin
GALLERY: hana ; deul ; set ; happily ever after
APPEARANCE: as most angels (or dark angels for this matter), jungseok is a rather above and beyond an average human's appearance, albeit not as buff as most, but not as scrawny either. he's one who easily stands out in a crowd due to his tall, dark and handsome appearance on earth. his looks do not come from any descendents of any kind for he was literally made by the hands of god. but, to keep away from human suspicion or any irrelevant acts of accustion (plastic surgery, mind you) he's been created to look of a both perfection and imperfection. his body built is a little over average, but is slimmer in most cases; his hair color no longer of a jet black, but now dyed a dark red (often curled at it's tips, and kept short) in contrast to his dark brown eyes. his skin is a little tanner than most angels, but considering his fall - it's a given. he has two tattoos displayed across his chest, one being a dedication to god, another of a prayer (01 02) which jungseok had gotten on his free will after his banishment (along side some ear piercings of course); he has full lips, tinted red and has a rather thin face structure. his overall appearnce is caught between intimidating or captivating, but when approached correctly, one might capture a breath-taking smile that hasn't been witnessed in centuries.
STYLE: despite having lived for so long, jungseok has never been a stickler towards fashion and would much rather wear an old pair of baggy jeans than some tight-as- skinny jeans that will more than likely cut off his blood circulation. but, considering how it's better to fit in at this time of age, jungseok does try to keep up to date. he follows what a majorty of me, "his age" wear, most often towards the casual whereable-wherever attire. with his poistion as of now, his waradrobe is often chosen for him so he really doesn't bother with what he wears anmore. yet, when given the choice it is most often simple and easy to wear. no accessories applied unless they're scarves, beanies, snapbacks and maybe a few earrings or two; at the dorm he might be seen in a tee or some sweats, maybe even his pajamas if he's caught dead in them. for going out as an idol, his clothes are worn to impress and accompany his appearance. he doesn't really get how, but long-sleeves, tight jeans, sweaters, jackets, ties and an overall fashionable attire suits him well. he looks pretty good topless too. let's also not forget how the guy is practically blind without his contacts or glasses, and if caught at the right moment - maybe blown out with some black angel wings.
+whatever jo geumhyeung usually wears |
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NOT EVERYONE KNOWS YOUR TRUE SELF.
STAGE PERSONA: the enigmatic bystander
TRAITS: cynical » hardheaded » closeminded » outspoken » discrete » individualistc
PERSONALITY: a person that sits in his own little corner, a man that prefers to tend to his own misunderstandings - that is all of a creature named lee jungseok; to say that he was just a lonesome, heartbroken soul would be an understatment, for there's more to him than just that stoic face. sadly, not more to want, but more to avoid being said that he is not someone who's easy to approach (unless you have some whimsical way of doing so without getting shot in the head) . rather, he's a person that doesn't go out of his way to make friends, or go out of his way to help another person unless provoked. he will speak when spoken to, and answer when asked and maybe curl up in his bed to hide from the cruel, stupid- world; if pessismism were a disease, i'm sure jungseok would've died hard from it by now. he can never have just an answer - there has to be a reason, an explanation, and a way for him to know it's true outcome so he can either avoid whatever the may happen or throw it in your face. no means no, yes means yes and, "i don't know" means you're a stupid punk. and it's really no surprise to anyone when he's the type to never look forward to the following day. "days drag on too long," he would say. "seconds pass on too fast," he'd say the next. it's almost as if he looks for a reason to just hate everything. and maybe he just does. for, even though some people think of him as a quiet, lost kitten in need of a hug - he's a fiesty little that attacks every person, everything and about anything that tries to move or breathe in front of him. don't even get him started on the stupid you say either, because even if he seems to not have much to say, he's either saying it in his head or straight up telling you how fat you look in those skin-tight jeans.
if one were to ever approach such a person, the biggest reaction one would ever get would have to be a glare, a remark or a scoff out of his pale, pair of lips. maybe even a slap or a kick to the if you said the right thing. to put it simply, jungseok is just a fussy person that doesn't like getting told what to do, what to believe in or be moved out of place. if he sits where he wants to sit, you'd better let him sit there otherwise he might just sit on you. one could say that quiet exterior is all he ever is, but really he can be loud when made to be (in more ways then one a wink and a wonk). especially when it comes to speaking out his mind about how much of a you are, or how you shouldn't ing touch him or his things. one moment he's a quiet little sass-, and the next he's like the ing incredible hulk. it's because he likes to be blunt and frank just out of the sheer possibly that he doesn't need to hold back. he likes his pride and wheres it over his shoulders like it's a freakin' scarf, okay. and if one decides to mess with that scarf, he might be stranggling you with it. but, although, even with that " off" exterior, there are aspects to him that make him less of a grumpy . sure, he's not always fun to be around and yes, he does happen to like seeing someone grovel in pain sometime or another, but watch closely and start to judge him and you'll see that he's an insecure . yes, the almighty, i-carry-my-pride-like-a-boss-jungseok has his insecurities too. not to mention fears. for even when he's acting like he doesn't give a damn, it's really just him trying to act cool. it really just goes down to him being a sore loser: he's lost something, and can't get over it. and due to that loss, he's been living his life sour and in hatred, running away from his problems because that's all he knows how to do. so, when approached by something he doesn't know how to deal with, he pretty much shuns it to the back of his head, says, "no problem" and moves on with his life. it's why he carries such an independent attitude, too. having others in the picture just forces him to mingle, and that's what he hates the most. in this life only he can solve his problems, and even when it means shriveling away just waiting for them to leave, he won't ask for your the assistance even if he's dying. that's how stubborn he is, and that's how stubborn he might just stay. just picture him as an over-grown child that throws tantrums over the dumbest things and has to absolutely, positively be right about - well, everything. even if jungseok tells you the world ends tomorrow, he'll try to make up all these stupid excuses and lies just to make it true; another thing to add to the mixture is that jungseok really does hate getting close to people, which is why he tries so hard to keep his own space, for when he does get close - he's awfully clingy. he practically owns you once he's gotten used to your existance, and will be more than just jealous if someone is all up on his territory. what's his is his, and his only. if someone did in fact happen to be taken at that role, he'd probably push that person around to so many extents, that certain someone would probably become somewhat of a slave. but, he's pretty much like that with everyone already: being a selfish, bratty prince-of-a- that likes to be right, hates to be wrong and will never, just never take no for an answer when he tells you to ing sit down. despite all his negativities, like every other immortal creature roaming around the great wonders of the worlds, he has good parts of him too. for instance, he's an insanely good listnenor when needed. sure, maybe he might zone out for a minute or two because you got really boring, but he certainly will give you his own opinion if you'd let him. they might not all be good ones (and possibly irrelevant), but he'll preach it out if he has the words.what also opposes from his rude-as- attitude may seem to be a bit contrasting. sometimes he's really good with his words, other times he's an intelligent smart-, and then comes the times where he's a total, god-for-saken that's a whole ditzier than you expected. yes, uncharacteristically, lee jungseok isn't as sharp or as observant as he seems. yeah, he catches the little things here and there, but considering the fact that he focuses too much time on himself than anyone else, it's not easy trying to break him through to the most simpliest thing. there are just some things a fallen angel can't get, and some things just stay that way for the fact that he really won't try. but, it doesn't mean he doesn't put effort into anything if he needs to. he gets the work done if he knows he has to, and that's the thing that comes with jungseok. he's a stupid, ty thing, but he knows his wrongs and he knows his rights (a majority of the time when he's not being dense). when work is work, work is work. it goes to say how he knows his limits too. if he gets too far, he'll stop, but he doesn't solve it himself just like how he is when it comes to his own problems because he thinks he doesn't have to. he'll just rub the back of his head and walk away like nothing happened because he just doesn't know how to deal with it. and that's all he does. he works with what he knows how and does things for himself just to survive. deep down inside, there is someone caring, he just doesn't know how to express himself that way. anger and hatred are the easier parts, but showing he cares, showing he loves is something he struggles with. that is why he's nothing, but that enigmatic bystander. never speaks on stage unless spoken to, never answers a question unless asked. he keeps to himself, never goes out of his way and knows, he just knows, that the slightest mistake will be taken upon the eyes of billions of fans. he's a cold-hearted bastard that has only ever thought about himself for the past years - but, within him, he's an insecure perfectionist that doesn't do what he doesn't know, and will avoid getting others involved, for if they do he knows that he will only drag them further into the mud. he, himself doesn't even know the way out of the sinister he's become. LIKES:
• personal space ; come within a meter of touching him and he'll chew off your arm
• rain ; watching it from the inside is great, but standing in it is like washing away him away
• music ; there's nothing better than getting lost into the world of rock
• coffee ; relaxing and kind of a stress reliever? it's been with him for so long, he's sure he's got some in his vains • lone walks ; seems almost nostaglic, but it's more of a personal moment than anything • watching the news ; call him a grandpa all you want (he's old, whatever), but he likes knowing what stupid humans do • spicy foods ; how does one spend their life as an authentic "korean" without liking spicy? (that's his excuse) • sleep ; he can dream away his worries and hope to not wake up someday • authority ; because he's an overbearing bastard that likes telling people what to do DISLIKES:
• skinship ; he just doesn't like to be touched (he gets shy ok shuttup)
• homouality ; claims to be against it nor would he support it {will be expanded on later)
• animals ; they stink up, stink their up and are just disgustingly disgusting
• sweets ; augh, burns more than hot peppers • girls ; in general, and not just ually. "gross, plastic s." he gets cranky around them • romance/love ; his hate towards it is strong and he won't say why " you get away from me" • blondes ; something about them is just- nope. don't get him wrong - he's just judgemental • fangirls ; they just lead up to sasaengs and that haunts him even today FEARS:
• exposure ; having someone know him too well to the point of him wanting to run
• love ; it's normal for someone to be afraid of something they've already encountered, right?
• losing someone ; if they get too close, so it's better to just keep away
• rejection ; part of losing someone is getting thrown away again (don't meddle into other's businesses) • bugs ; as manly as he seems, he's been around long enough to know how bugs get-- • sasaeng fans ; he may have powers, but one swipe of a fist isn't gonna stop these niqqas HABITS:
• talking to himself ; he's too used to having nobody listen
• lying or being blunt ; he'll either never give you the right answer, or speak too much on his mind
• swearing ; part of his bilingualness to be honest
TRIVIA: • forgetting to respond ; sometimes he'll look, but answer in his head (no, jungseok. we're not all mind-readers) • running his hand through his hair ; when he's frustrated, angry, upset or just out of habit • rolling his eyes ; sassy- alert • taking up space ; whether it's taking up the whole couch or sprawling himself on the floor - there's no room for you • sighing ; it's almost like he breathes that way • it sounds silly, but jungseok actually has an imaginary friend; more like, he talks to his concious and answers himself
• can't swim for and probably won't try (too embarrassed probably)
• he's a decent cook, but won't cook for you even if you beg (maybe if you're on your knees though)
• he's slightly sadistic, but tries not to show it • he's not a (to be explained later on) • he's not an easy cryer and if it happens he goes for the ol', "shut the up there's just something in my eye-" • psssh ofc he's not a tsundere (teehee jk yes he is) • he often hugs something in his sleep - doesn't realize it keeps him sane at night (usually a pillow) • he actually gets kind of shy when it comes to hugging or changing in front of someone. "why the are you looking- sTOP LOOKING!!" • he tries to act cool, but when he's nervous he's a clumsy, lanky (he even tripped on stage, LOOL how great) • he doesn't talk a lot when their on air, which causes the mc's to pick on him • he has a couple of anti-fans simply because they think he's a boring frick that doesn't do or say anything • he knows how to play the guitar because lets face it, when angels learn to play the harp - you got all the down • as an angel, he has wings (just black in place of white), but he has the ability to control them when they appear • when he's nervous he rubs the back of his head and looks away |
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NOT EVERY ONE KNOWS YOUR PAST.
BACKGROUND: life as the lord's loyal servant was not a life jungseok ever wished for; he was not created by a man who loved a woman, much rather he was created by the hands of who created the world. and if only he had followed his master would jungseok be living freely. he doesn't remember how long or since when has he served god, but knows that for a majority of his ever-lasting life had he only been following orders. he was once a guardian who guided people into their rightful places, pretending to live the life of a human as his fellow god had instructed. for years to go and years to come, jungseok would only ever follow instructions. he would only ever guide others into their own happiness, day after day. and even when their happiness became the end to their lives, he was not the person to tell them so. he was only ever their to play someone's friend, someone's family; and then the next moment he was stripped of his title and moved on to the next. he would never stick to one person and thus never tried growing affection towards them. the longer he spent helping others became the longer he wanted to help himself. jungseok didn't know when he'd ever find his own happiness, and despite what he had been told, helping others only tired him out. and, it wasn't until the last of his clients had he realized, he too could have such a feeling. for when eyes met eyes, and his lips met lips, he realized he was a person too. when love had struck him, he finally knew: jungseok could cherish these emotions. he could feel alive.
but, for the fact that fell in love with a human - he commited sin. for the fact that he had made love to that human - he commited sin. for the fact that, that human was of his given gender, he had commited thric of sin, and a sin once commited was a sin he could not return. what had faltered him more was that he knew the concequences for loving such a person; a person who forgot how to love, a person who had forgotten to smile. his mission was to guide the human to find his better love, instead fell into the hole himself and didn't bother climbing out of it. in the end, the human was casted out alone, to survive without guidance and without his own knowledge, and jungseok was ripped from who he was. tossed into the hands of the dark was where he ended up. no longer loyal to his creator and no longer worthy of feeling passion any longer. the devastation brought him to commiting sins farther beyond his comprehension. he had murdered - he had crimed. he had been following suit to what his new lord had given him, making sure to never go against what his master would say if he wanted peace. but, a different life met the same rituals, and jungseok found himself lost without freedom again. the wrongs he had played had him hating himself farther more, living life as a human he would have grown to hate had he not fallen. the deeper he fell, the more it came to him to stop trying and within the limit of discovering just who he was - jungseok was too late and continued to fall without end. REASON WHY: the answer was simple: continue to follow in the arms of the enemy, or fight for a right in case of returning upon your greater wrongs? if it was to please god, than perhaps it would be so. even if the organization was a way for him to fall into another trap, the risk of perhaps getting god to take back what he had done was possible. it was simple enough to just fight and kill against those who felt a threat to humans - and even if jungseok had felt a lesser reason to like humans (then), he found that clearing his sins could have him taken back and all he'd ever done would be forgotten. it was a stupid, falty sort of answer, but after what he had been through, he took the chance. he just hopes it'll be enough and that when the time comes for god to accept him again - he won't ever have to fall in love again. for, it won't ever exist for him.
FAMILY: n/a ; he was a descendant of god, and upon his falling he only had himself
FRIENDS: n/a ; unless you count his concious
RIVALS/ENEMIES: anyone he encounters will either be a rival or an enemy. so, we'll have to see.
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JUST A LITTLE STALKERISH INTERVIEW.
"INITIAL THOUGHTS UPON DISCOVERING THAT YOU WERE PART OF OPERATION: K-POP?": (sighs, running a hand through his hair) "personally, i find it kind of stupid. we could have been a ing- police alliance or something! why an idol group of all things?" (drags his palm over his face) "honestly, haven't you seen what girls do to idols nowadays? breaking into their houses, sleeping on their lawns.. just having to deal with the morons i work with right now is difficult enough.." (he groaned into his hand and just stayed there for a moment.) "i'm good, i'm good just.. lemme rejoice for a second here."
"WHAT ARE YOUR COMBAT SPECIALITY SKILLS AND HOW DO THEY MATCH YOUR PERSONALITY?": (scoffs) "what kind of a stupid question is that? 'how do they match your personality'? how would i even--.." (closes his eyes and holds hands up in defeat) "okay, forget it- whatever. uh- i'm not much when it comes to combat, but i'm good when it comes to one-on-one things. on hand you know? to work with what i've got.. if not than i'm all physical, i suppose." (clenches his fist) "something like street fighter or whatever the it's called. i'm good when it comes to- what's it- agility?"
"HOW MANY YEARS HAVE YOU WORKED FOR TASK FORCE X?": "longer than i should have.." (rubs the back of his neck, looking away) "uh, over 89.. 90 years perhaps? maybe longer, but it's not like i've been able to count. you lose the chance and the momentum to do so once you hit 200.. so, don't act like i really ing count the time, alright?" (glares at the interviewer)
"HOW DO YOU GET ALONG WITH THE OTHER MEMBERS?": "it's like how i am around animals.. or kids.. i just wanna box them up and leave them to sit in a closet for the rest of their ing lives." (adjusts his sitting position) "they invade my space, talk too much, give me ty attitude and in general i just try not to talk to anyone unless i like- have to, have to. especially if my job is on the line- but, it's not like i hate them all though.." (pauses) "but, i do."
"WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT HAVING TO KILL AND SEAL AWAY MEMBERS OF YOUR OWN RACE?": "it's not like it matters.." or does it? "if it's a duty to be made, it's a duty i have to commit. whether it be of the same race, or even - someone i know.. what we do is what we do. if they have done something to have gone against what we have given them, then they have no right to beg for mercy.."
"WHAT POWERS DO YOU HAVE?": "well," (clears his throat) "considering the changes i've been put through, i have the ability to manipulate shadows. i don't know, something having to do with moving them around- uh, giving them life and all that. like how an angel would bestow upon light to be their source, a dark angel bestows upon of it's opposite equivalence - which is darkness and shadows--- how do you not know this?" (narrows his eyes) "it's like you guys don't even know what the we're capable of."
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STAGE IMAGE.
DESIRED POSITION: lead rapper & sub-vocal / main rapper & visual
RAP TWIN: lee minhyuk [ btob ]
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OOC CORNER.
COMMENTS: omfg did i make it did i make it ok yes ty writing i know i'm sorry i tried but like asdfgh i wanted it done desuyoneee ;A; uHM YEAH SO I USED KYUGEUM'S VOICE CLAIM AGAIN I'M SORRY I REALLY DIDN'T KNOW WHO ELSE TO USE AND WHO ELSE I LIKED YOU CAN CHANGE IT IF YOU WANT- I DONT--- i feel like jungseok is a real typical character though meep sorry again ;;;;; wondering if i can still get a review??? idk bUT LOVE THE STORY CONCEPT WHEEZES AND GOES TO LIKE HADUISAD will add more trivia and stuff next time btwwww hehehuehse ss s s saranghaeyo
SCENE REQUESTS: comingsoon
SONG REQUESTS: comingsoon
PASSWORD: because i'm a shadow..
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