I just want to let my readers know that I'm sorry. I'll update whenever possible, but right now, it might be a bit random because of some personal things going on... I'm dealing with the guy I was with leaving me without a word. He never even broke up with me, he's ignoring his calls and texts, and blocked me on social sites. I'm dealing with failing half of my classes because I'm just so stupid and can't get my together, and I'm battling my depression more than ever right now.

     I'm hiding well behind my smile at school and with family, but I've been listening to every sad, angry and brokenhearted song I can find and crying myself to sleep. This is just what I should be used to though, especially him leaving. They all do. I'm surprised he even liked me in the first place. Your author is just a and a coward, so I wouldn't be so surprised if I were you. I'm nothing special, and mostly just a burden with an overactive imagination and an addiction to dark stories.

     I'm sorry guys. I'm holding it together okay, I guess. I didn't tell you this as an excuse or to have you feel sorry for me, but I'm just letting you know why I'm a disappointment, and that it's okay if you're mad, because I promised you all a lot of updates, but all I can do is sit here and cry like the weak person that I am. I'm so sorry, because if I do post something, it'll just be as pathetic as me right now. I can't think or eat or sleep, so my creative writing skills are going to waste, just like everything else. 

     I'm sorry guys. I'm so sorry, it's all my fault. I should have my together by now, and be mature about everything, and not care. But I can't. And for that, I'm so sorry. I've let you guys down. I've let my teachers down. I've let my parents down. And him. No wonder he's gone without a word. Oh well. I must deserve it for something, I suppose.

     I'm sorry.