Hey guys!

So there's a thing coming up for me on Monday: I've got a speech!!

aND HOLY CRAP, AM I SCARED OR WHAT.

imingterrified

But it's a requirement in college; you have to take at least one speech class. I decided to take it now, in my first year. The good thing about me taking it now is that, obviously, I won't have to do it later, and also my university's really small, and my classrooms are basically 22:1, which is 22 students to one professor. I plan on transferring to a bigger university, which will have a 100:1 ratio, and honestly...

...Is that the second time I've used that meme.

That is the second time I've used that meme.

sorryboutit.

ANYWAYS!!!

So I'm in a speech class... And I have a speech coming up.

On Monday.

Monday night.

I HAVE TO ACTUALLY TALK, IN FRONT

OF

THE

PUBLIC

You guys don't understand; I am a literal hermit; talking to you guys is the most vocal I get, ever. I'm so socially awkward that I don't talk in real life...

Troye is literally me. I'm freaking out about it so much....

So it's my first speech ever, and it's a self-introductory speech. This means I have to talk about myself, for 3-5 minutes....

WTF DO I TALK ABOUT FOR 3-5 MINUTES....

Literally I had a dream about not having a clue as to what to talk about, and I had to give my speech and I had no notes or anything.. This is an honest fear.

So I decided to conquer it, and began to make my outline... I thought about what I could talk about, because I have to talk about me...

Which is a surprisingly hard thing to do, for me.

That is me glaring at myself (Yes I'm secretly Tyler Oakley in a hamburger shirt)

So I'm not gonna talk about myself...

I'm gonna talk about y'all.

You guys. My friends and subscribers on AFF.

I've decided that I'm going to talk about my writing, and the friends and followers I've gained because of it. And honestly I could talk about you guys forever becAUSE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

However, I won't mention that it's fanfiction, because everyone knows that fanfiction isn't taken seriously. For an English major, mentioning fanfiction isn't a good idea...

even though i'm not social it's still not a good idea imo

So I think that's what's gonna go down... So... To wrap up this rant (XD) I just want to thank you guys for indirectly pulling me out of an abysmal Hell. I won't bring up names, but I'll tell them where I've made friends at, so don't worry about that.

Seriously, thank you...

Okay, time to practice!

...I need a hug.

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I'm outtie. Bye guys~ <3