Onew at K.K International Airport to Korea

Hi puddles! Wut?

Anyway, not sure people were reading (like I force them...no) but I got a crazy fan girling moment, I mean regret... does that word fit in this? Who cares~ nah!

Law of the Jungle -- basically is a show where the celebrities have to show how they survive in the jungle... I'm sure it's really suffering for most people... but not for me! Haha, I like nature and adventure (sure it rhymes!) so if the PD ask me to join, I'll join! 

Anyway, Onew had came back from Tambunan, Sabah, Malaysia located in Borneo Island like few days, almost a week ago. And its somewhere near CNY! Basically, I'm Chinese who will celebrate CNY and of course we will like plan to back to our hometown like few days back right? So let's get into my story~

I heard that Onew actually shoot in Kalimantan which is also located in Borneo but it was like at Indonesia so I, quite sad with it and I mumbled to myself hoping that it was in Sabah because I'm going there. Kota Kinabalu is the capital city of Sabah, yup I'm going there. Got the hint already? I miss his appearance!!

So let's get back... my family basically planned to go to K.K by driving from where I lived on the 29th January which is when Onew was shooting in Tambunan. But, the plan had been canceled due to some reasons so we postponed our plan to 31st, 1st day of Lunar Year. When I reached K.K, I immediately went to my social applications to check on any news. When I enter Instagram, I apparently left my mouth hanging wide opened and eyes staring at my phone screen like crazy. "Onew at Law of the Jungle in Tambuna, Sabah." Give me a heartbreak... 

That was still okay... but when my mind process everything slowly, I asked myself Tambunan is quite a small country so there is no airport at there and in Sabah, K.K International Airport is the only airport had this space for big airplane (I guess, that was my logic). So, in conclusion I made myself clear that Onew and the other crews should be landed on the airport first before riding a van or bus or something on land to arrived their destination at Tambunan which took quite a long couple hours. Believe me I ever went up to Kundasang which I sat in the car like a year. Kundasang - Ranau - Tambunan (look at the map to know more).

So... I looked at Onew's departing information to go back to Korea (nu-uh, not those details thing just the date) and say what, "It was yesterday!!!"  I shouted in my hotel room. 30th January. I practically felt my heart swollen and had to cry hard for that feeling to disappeared bit. (I did cry for certain reasons and at that moment I thought about Onew's and I cried harder). I could meet him like if I stick to my plan to go K.K on 29th January...

You, fans know that feeling right? You are close but yet far... TT.TT Not my fate because I'm going to Korea to try the audition if parents allowed... was what I chanted to comfort myself...

I just wanted to spill out my so much regret feeling D: