Dear school,

I know you have been there for me for more than I myself would known. But why won't you understand me. I'm totally having a mental breakdown because of you, school. I love you, to be honest. If not because of you, I wouldn't have the friends I had now. But know what? Right now I am considering again about you, school. You are too depressing. No, I don't hate you. I hate myself for not being good enough for an expensive and good (?) school such as you. (I am referring my own school here lol) Well, my grades aren't awful, but as time goes by it just got... my grades are decreasing. And I'm really, really affected by it. Sometimes people just see me as someone who doesn't care about my scores, but actually it does. And when I got an ugly score I have a totally not awesome mental breakdown. I'm on my last year now, and sadly my grades just had to decrease slowly. I can't have this. But there's one problem now. There's this... uh, Korean idol group who is practically consuming my life. EXO. I love them too much. Since I was a child, I always loved drawing, but look now what EXO had done to my life. I really, really hadn't drawn anything for a while (except for random doodles that will end up being erased lol). Before I was addicted to EXO, I'd draw at least one or two drawings a day. Please help me. Even though I know I'm currently mumbling nonsense but I have to do something. I need, I must do something. I'm not a perfect score freak, but seeing a good score of our own hard work would be nice sight, right? Sigh. I don't know anything anymore, I feel like now I'm just talking things that aren't even related. Leave me be. Don't comment, well actually it's okay... Just don't judge. Bye.

Best regards,
the awfully most awesome human being ever existed; trryst /shot