First blog post ever, and already writing about this kind of topic, lol. but this is not prohibited right? so lets start.

To be honest, I am a reader. I enjoy reading , even though I'm just in my 2nd year of middle school. I know, I'm too young for this kind of stories. I read s too, including s. Lol of course I lied during the process of making aff's acc, I'm barely 18 years old. But who the fudge will care?

First times of reading stories, I'm wondering about many things. Like why the hell the author wants to write about boyxboy interaction? Does the author want their idols, the characters, to be gay for each other? Yes, I know in EXO's fandom, there are a lot of exoghei shippers, and I ship many ships lol. But, are they really happy when EXO is gay in real life? And will they sad if EXO is gay, but not with the person they want to?

And about girlxgirl, I'm still having some weird sensation while I'm reading this kind of fanfics, especially yuri s. Like, only with finger/s and their ity is gone? Yes I'm straight, I have a boyfriend. But really oh my, how many fans will walk out from a fandom if a girlband is gay?

But even though my thoughts of yuri is kinda harsh, sometimes I read it. The first time I read it, it's because of the huge curiousity inside my mind, about what is yuri fanfiction. It's kinda disgusting in the first, but later it gets better but still, there's a sense of disgusting remains. No, I don't discriminate every lesbians. No.

It's purely their decisions to choose what's their ualities, I'm totally not a homophobic girl. I will accept whatever my idols' ualities, even though it's disgusting to others or whatsoever, I will stay by their side, even though I'm still an anynomous person who loves them unconditionally, with many people like me.