(I just wanted to post a picture first!)

Today, I read a blog on Tumblr about Jaejoong. When I saw the pictures on the blog, my heart hurts. The blog talks about at concert, Jaejoong started to cry. Because he's scared that because of his enlistment, his fans will leave him for other groups and singers. He's too afraid to believe the promises that we, his fans made. It truly broke my heart to see him like this.

When I first knew about him, to the day I became a fan, I made a promise. I made a promise to support and love him, forever. He's one of the things that truly changed me. Believe me, I used to not to talk to people a lot. I don't open to people a lot. My "friends" that I made in elementary school, never lasts a year. I always thought bad about myself, about "If only I..." And now, I made friends, true friends. I now have with my friends that have been by side for about 3 years and I'm sure that there are many more years to spend with them. I became a person that can express themself and have never been happier. Your voice and music heals me, your music encourages me to be happy and work harder. My heart and love for you won't change. I'll wait for your comeback.

Don't be afraid to believe, because I'll keep my promise, just as your fans are.

I first learned this from you, "Always Keep the Faith."

I love you, Kim Jaejoong.

Thanks for reading my blog post!

You can read the blog that I read on Tumblr here:

http://proudcassiopeia5.tumblr.com/post/74405734122/fanofjyj-moldirkorea-during-paradise

*Oh My Gawd! I can believe I finally wrote my confession of love!* >/////<