I'm not having the best day, and it's getting harder to smile each day. I actually had a complete cry fest with Joshy today, because things just got too much.

On just this day alone, to start off, my sister is being a cow, she keeps stealing my money, my clothes...just anything that's mine, and I woke up this morning to find out she'd stolen a necklace of mine that I've had for years. What the actual ? I get up, start running a bath, go sit in my room, and then walk out to find she's in the bath I'd run, and then I go downstairs to find she's finished the bagels and the milk. Now, that just upset me, and I ended up having to go to school, without having eaten breakfast, or having washed, nor any money for my lunch. 

Second, my dad has been ill for a month, he's been in and out of hospital, on the super heavy pain killers, on operation lists, the whole business. But at break, I got a call from my mum saying she won't be home tonight, and that I have to make food for my sister and I. Turns out dad has been ambulanced in and isn't going to be out until after the operation. I...just got so worried I had to come home.

At school, I'd also failed a couple of my exams...like...I got C's in them. Yes, they're Uni tests, but C is unacceptable in my class...

Then, to top it all off, because my dad is ill, a dog I've been trying to get from a rehoming centre, is now not allowed to come to us, as they feel that my dad being in the house is a bad enviroment. When the whole point of trying to get a dog was to help stop my dads depression.

All in all...a really really pooey crap day...sorry about this, needed a vent.