My heart is crying

lol

in case anyone reads this and is wondering why my heart is currenly in this state,

it's because of my beloved cousin who I hate so much right now (not really, just jealous haha)!

I wasn't allowed to travel to NYC by myself (3 hourish train ride) to go to CN BLUE's concert  :(

sadddddddddd. it was supposed to be my grad present but I am already going to other expensive events for school and such so my parents didn't permit me (even though I was gonna pay for myself...th?)

Well, needless to say, she is currently at the concert without me

But you know what makes it worse?

She splurged and bought VIP seating and is so close to themmmmmmmm

AND

she keeps sending me pics and vids that she's taking of them OTL

I just wanna cry

jk im actually really happy for her!

Oh well. I guess it was for the best since the east coast is experiencing a major snow storm and I'm currently snowed in at home.

with my luck if I'd been able to go to the concert, I would've gotten stranded in NYC with nowhere to go after the concert.

still sad haha

but i'll get over it...eventually.

so long as she doesn't keep tormenting me with her texts.

Hannah if you somehow manage to read this, I love you cuzzo! And thanks for the awesome pics and vids of yonghwa beat boxing ^_^