Death

I don't like the thought of death, I can handle death in movies and books but once I hear of someone I loved (even just an idol of mine) being gone. Like I'll never see them againm, they're gone, they're not here. They're dead. Their smile is gone, their voice, their whole existence is gone. How do people handle that?? I can't, I became a fan of Suicide Silence after Mitch was dead, actually it was near his 1 year death anniversary, and when i heard about it I just couldn't take it, I broke down, I listened to every single album. I watched the Documentary and I just- I had to hold back tears. I haven't even known the man for 5 months and I'm already dying inside. I have no idea how I'm gonna react when someone I actually KNOW dies.

I can't accept death.

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QStella #1 Jan 22, 2014 09:43:34

Well, it is kinda normal for me! I kinda got used to death (a lot of people died in my family)!
But I try hard to hold back my tears! Even though it hurts, I just smile.

selubrication #2 Jan 21, 2014 19:45:44

I've never had a death in my family, at least not yet. My grandfather died when I was young and I didn't find out until I was like 7. I didn't know him well so I didn't really.. react, as bad as it sounds.

If anyone ever died in my family, I wouldn't know how I would react, now that I am older. I know how you feel.