So, I've been writing the next chapter of the fic... but I keep stopping. I realized I relied heavily on 'real events' in the first chapters that making up situations seem to be quite difficult for me. There have been no Minshin interactions after the awards show so I basically have to make up stuff. And it's pretty hard -- because I got used to having so much material to work with in the past. I research now and then, making sure I'm aware of their schedule so I don't overlap their secret dates, but that's as real as I can write. It's a bit crippling, to be honest. :(

Anyway, if you're a Soompier and a Minshin fan, then you probably know about the Minshin thread. The people there are so wonderful (except for the occasional troll LOL) that they keep me writing. This morning, there was a little bit of shakeup because of a supposed PMY sighting in China while Min Ho was there (which honestly made no sense, but still shook me up). I've been avoiding writing anything about her in the fic because... well, it's kind of sensitive. HAHA. I write about Geun Suk and Yong Hwa because there were no dating confirmations on Shin Hye's end. Park Min Young is different because she actually dated Lee Min Ho. And I don't know, I just feel like I probably have to research about the two of them if I want to write her in, which will only break my Minshin heart. Hahaha.

As a shipper, honestly, my heart wavers a little bit every single day. During Heirs filming, it's easy for me to think about their interactions and them getting closer every day. The possibility that they're falling in love was HUGE. But now that they're apart, it's becoming harder to imagine that. I'm slowly starting to see them as two separate artists instead of a 'set'. Not that there's anything wrong with that. Prior to Heirs, I'm a huge Park Shin Hye fan and I follow her individual activities. I guess what I'm trying to say is... I miss them together SO DAMN MUCH. The shipper life is hard. :(

Regardless, this fanfic keeps me alive. At least in this world, they're together and completely in love. <3 I ask that you be patient with me again as I finish the latest chapter. I'm sorry if the quality keeps dwindling. I'm trying my best though! Hehe.

Lovelots. - Patti