In which my friend reads my (and I am close to slitting my wrists with embarrassment HELP)

So I recently came out of the metaphorical Fanfiction closet and that was embarrassing.

I just told my least judgemental housemate about the whole gay part and she read my from chapter 2 of 'As the Dust Falls'. To be honest, I could have eased her into it because that is some rough in there. Anyway, she read it through and I rolled around on the floor giggling and tugging at the skin on my neck and squeaking 'THAT'S ENOUGH FOR NOW'.

 

She doesn't seem bothered though. That's a relief.

 

Still... embarrassing.

 

I think I'm more embarrassed about it than she is.

But then again. as she said, I could be that girl that ate her own tampon.

Byb the way, do not research thhe girl that ate her own tampon. you do not want to see that.

-*passes brain bleach around*-

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evangeline101 #1
God I write and all my friend piss themselves laughing because its too hot for their brains to take XD /whispers that I'm just joking and my is horrible/
musichun9
#2
Oh god I know how you feel!!!!! Okay, maybe not EXACTLY how you feel because I've never written before but I know how you feel about a friend reading your stories.
I have THREE of my friends reading what I write because one of them happens to have an account, told everyone, and whoever reads fanfiction is now reading them. And it is soooooooooo embarrassing. Because none of them new it was gay fanfiction.
I am sorry that I write about my lovely OTP ships because bromance and I avoid cliche girl characters like the plague guys.
So now they all look at me in a different light.
I wanted to crawl under a rock and die.
LOL.
Mandm33
#3
O god I would die.

But LUCKILY I don't write but I would still, like, cry with embarrassment if my friends knew I wrote fanfics, and then fanfics. Just becuz two of my friends write 1D fanfics on Wattpad or whatever (which find uses me so much just don't get me started in they site) and so we all laugh at them (but dont worry, theyre like the 2 loudest people eva) for that so I think that would just make it worse
visinel
#4
EXCUSE ME WHILE I
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHBHAG
All my friends know that I write fanfics, but then again, I have more friends that are into kpop than “normal“ ones kekekekek
Don‘t be embarrassed~
blondemyungsoo
#5
LOL there is only one person in my real life who knows i write and I sure as hell don't want anyone else to know or read it lol!!! She's also on aff, but she doesnt do or LOL she's too innocent haha I think if my friends and fam would ever find out I've written DIY or read mine, I'd die of embarrassment! LOL atleast your housemate doesn't seem bothered by it;)
That_Inspirit #6
Lol I feel you. I was writing before I made an account on here and then my best guy friend read it. At first he didn't know I read it but he said it was good. And then I told him I wrote it and then he says his view of me had changed lol. But we're still like BFF's and sometimes he still reads mine! But even so I feel really weird and embarrassed.
KeyShawol
#7
My dad found my ....
He was cool with it, he says it's normal at my age to think of that....
I still felt like dying! Ughhhh
DGNA_Forever
#8
You mind corrupter, you=). Awesome!
hotterthanasummer #9
I RESEARCHED IT WHYYYYY? \D;/ couldn't bring myself to watch the video though, lol, traumatised enough without that
khurui
#10
LOL I HAVE YET TO EVEN SHOW ANYONE MY FAIL!