re-evaluating

so i ahd my first exam today
 
and i think i passed it
 
but i realised i don't care. i've spent three years putting everything into something i don't care about.
 
and it's weird because it's all nearly over and i am so tired and i don't think i've realised how tired i've been for so long. i'm just waiting for everything to crash down over me so i can stumble out of it on the other side, but until that happens i think i'm just going to be so ing exhausted.
 
you know what i've realised? it doesn't really matter. i have pushed away friends for this degree that i don't give a about, and it's made me ing miserable.
 
idek what to do right now. i just want to collapse and hibernate and not wake up for a long time
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-Mrym- #1
Don't give up chingo <3
Be strong ^^
Good things need time until it come to ur life :"
TheWinterFairy #2
I'm sure that your friends will understand especially if it's about school, you know?
From personal experience, what you struggle is something that I struggle with as well, especially with my high school friends since we're all pursing different degrees and all.
It's more that I forget to talk them, than pushing them away though. Until recently, the last time I spoke to a bunch of them was literally more than a year ago, but when we got together they totally understood why I did what I did. We're all students and so we all can relate with each other, and I'm sure they won't hold it against you if you do disappear or push them away in favour of studies. I hope this helps?
Disasterpiece #3
It's crazy. Everything you just said is what I felt for the past month, and especially when I had exams, so I kind of know know how you feel. I finished my last one yesterday though, and I'm just glad it's over.

Be strong. You'll get through this. *sends positive vibes somehow* c':
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