I'm. very. sorry,

My farther insists on it.

He said that me writing stories as a hobby is actually good, it helps me improve my vocabulary and sharpens my mind spiritually and more what not, but the fact that i publish it online - he didnt like. 

You see, he thinks that you guys are tempting me to be distracted. -_-)] I dont blame you, I blame BAP and even if i do leave all of you - i will still drool over Himchan , right? I dont really see the big point. But he said he wont let me sneak into the computer if i dont stop publishing the stuff i write (which means he knows that I sneak to the lappy :P Nice of him to let me do that right? but it didnt last long so idk? oh well)

Besides, I have second term exams right after April and before that, by second week February - we will have to write the unit test. It isnt a big deal, which is also why it is. I see all of them very important these days, because I'm working my off, plus - my dad is seeing me better (he kinda always did - but mom was a headache and not anymore, so maybe i see better of my dad too) so i dont want to ruin this whatever good image before it starts. 

Deactivating AFF is something i think i 'have' to do for the sake of being in good terms with my dad. It sounds like im addicted to drugs or something -_- i know its really not very fair, but i think i doesnt do me anything harmful. He did say its okay to keep writing, right? *shrugs* they are not usually this nice to me, so idk, maybe this time it is a bit OK.

0_0) I HAVE BECOME A TOTTAL WEIRDO. PEOPLE IGNORE ME. TT' I think i might have taken studies a bit far  than they should be taken. Can I tell you something interesting? I know it might sound nerdy but seriously this is just FABULOUS, okay? We all know that photosynthesis is carried out by a pigment called chlorophyll, right? Isnt it just super fabulous that an extract of chlorophyll can flurocence red light after absorbing light? TAKE A LOOK AT THE PICTURES ITS JUST ASDFGHJKL!

most of the conversations with me end up like this. -_-) nobody knows BAP to me to spazz about what can i do? dad doesnt want me to spazz

BDW IM GETTING MYSELF PET FISH. :D I think im going to have two angel fish or a celestial gold fish. I know you might think the latter is ugly but i like the idea of  having to look into  the sky 24/7. Poor thing, i can think all the time looking at it. We'll see. 

OMG NEW ALBUM WITH 13 SONGS OMG OMG OMG i dont have money #shot dead They already sang BABY at the BABYDAY T T i should listen to it. 

TT its time to say good bye. :) I'll stay for a while so i can properly give all of you hugs and kisses, kay? :) Say good bye to me!~

sorry for all the typos? I didnt re-read or anything and just typed in the blog post.

Also, I dont need all this karma point for a long long time again, Ivy3310 is the best author i met so far (sure there are and might be better or whatever but just me, picking out of my best author list, it would be her) im going to shift it all to her account xD i wont be here to listen if she scolds me for doing this without permission hahaha but who needs permission to give a gift right? so, yeah - if youre wondering about all the 34somethingsomething karma. Im packing it off. 

:D