sorry guys. since i've gotten home, i've been more depressed than i've felt in a long time. loneliness and inactivity have caused me to slip back under a bit. but i'm okay. i just don't have the spark i used to when it comes to writing eunhae. i still love them. i love all of them. when i read about teukie's family, my heart hurt like you wouldn't believe. despite how much i want to, i just can't write eunhae anymore. (or anything for that matter).

my friends and neighbors' grandma passed away last week. my own grandma had cancer over the summer and a complication with her surgery made her sick a few weeks ago. she's okay now though. someone who lives near me, but refuses to meet up with me despite the multiple times i've contacted her since i got home, is making me feel really bad about myself.

i had a really nice christmas, but i spent new years alone for the third year in a row. 

i'm just lonely and tired. i can't wait to get back to school in 6 days where i have people who help me forget about my depression. except, i'll be busy again and probably won't be able to write for pleasure very much. 

so i'm extending this never-ending hiatus of mine and will be checking aff less and less. 

if you want to contact me, i made a tumblr which i frequent every day. it's multi-fandom and multi-ship, so there's not a lot of eunhae if that's what you're looking for. hope everyone's doing well!

my tumblr: http://blueyedreamerxo.tumblr.com