Oh my gosh guys! It's been so long! I finally have my motivation back now since B.A.P is making a comeback!!! YAY!!! I can't wait! :D but on all seriousness, I hope I'll be able to get to write my stories once again cause that's what actually makes me happy (I read that sentence over and over and it seriously doesn't sound right?) but anyway. I realized I was pretty stupid to stop writing when it's the one thing that makes me smile but I also stopped cause I didn't want any depressing feels in my stories. So to my loyal subscribers who waited so long, I'm sorry and thank you for sticking with me. And to the friends I have on here... Thankyou for commenting on my recent depressing blogs before this, I promise I'll try to live happily. But I did say "try" now so don't expect much... Maybe some rants once in awhile.

So Unexpected Lovers is gunna be updated probably almost every Saturday... Or maybe weekend ish.... O.o idk. I still have a bunch of crap going on... especially midterms... omg midterms. Killer! but anyway. Yeah... continuing to write <3 yay! But some content may not be "asian fanfic" related either... lol like I want to expand outside the kpop me and go into other topics like gaming or something like that.... Yes I know I could use Wattpad for that but I love it here on AFF <3

So like always every good has to come with a negative... So here's my rant:

I honestly can't deal with people at my school anymore. It's like excrutiating just to hear their voices now. I can't go a day without wanting to kill them. It shouldn't even bother me that much and that's what's annoying me. It hurts to even remember how they used to be... How they I used to trust them. How I thought they were my friend... Now a lot of people ask why I have trusting issues. Why I'm not able to trust anyone... Maybe it's because I'm scared to get hurt again, scared to be alone again... even though I consider myself alone now... but still. It's not fun being abandon and dropped all of sudden. Not even one single hi from them.

I really want to move so I don't have to deal with them anymore. I want to leave. I want to escape. I just don't want to stay here especially with them seeing them like 4 times a day. Just no..... I hope they get the message that I seriously don't even want to talk to them anymore. They could go themselves for all I care. They could go die in a hole. They could get murdered and I still wouldn't care... Okay,.... Maybe I would care cause there's like a murderer on the loose... but not my point. Just hate my once called 'friends' they shouldn't even be called friends. They're a peice of . Trash. Garbage. I'm getting so angry I like need to punch something. lol

But I'm trying to steer away....

Another topic is that I got into a fan fight on instagram... -.-" Like seriously. If you guys have an instagram, report @_pillow_pet2 cause she called a groups "fags" and it just wasn't polite. My friend told her not to use the word politely cause some people may get the wrong idea... and Pillowpet decided to bash on my friend rudely. I know that she meant it as a joke cause she mentioned it a lot while we were fighting but people who don't know her may take it offensively. Then she started to trash talk me and my friend. So go report her. Please

Thankyou for reading <3 So I'll be updating this Saturday... Maybe?