some thing i just found

Well when i was in england i was in a dream group for a little time and we did some shows and one of the was chindarella (thing i have spelt that wrong) but yeah it was good fun so her some pic of me in it and with other in it to =D

That's me and Anthony

Me, Anthony (again) with two of my frends which i can't rememder there namer right now "Hate being i'll my mind goes all over the place =( *cry**
Me and two friends again we were the viligers in the show so we were cool hehe

Me again playing around i think Anthony took this photo i cant remeder i know he took the one i and just going to put up now
This one I know hee took this one coz he the one who put the wig on me heheh

 

 

Man my chest look bad and all red, at the time i have something wrong with my skin it was some tip of thing i can't rememder the name it was really long and even if i rememder it no way i could spel it lol HEHEHE, but yeah but the doctor gave me some tip of shanpo to put on it ( i know shanpo sound really wired but it worked in about a 4 week it was gone)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

and i took this photo of Anothony, think it was the first night we were showing it, 

 

 

now there a story for Anthony and are freindship,

some of you may know it and some may not, but here it is

me and him were getting a long find like friends  and after a will i started to have a crush on him but keep it to myself, now people that were around us well we were messing around would give us look and stuff, and then some people started telling me that he like me, also my uncel rod *who right noe i don't like you could say i hate him alot* he also tole me he could see that Anthony (i keep have this funny feeling i am spelling his name wrong anyway) that Anthony like me, but i did nothing about it i thought if he like me he would tell me him self and i also thought he could be a shy as i am about so maybe we want eve make that move, 

but any way he started talking to rod and stuff and after a will of that Anthony stopped talking to me and would just walk past me when he would normaly give em a big smile pat me n the head or give me a hug and ask me how i was and how i was feeling but nothing, so i asked rod and he said nothing,

 

and there was a time before that happen every one keep askig my if i was marryed becos i has a ring on you webbing finger (or what ever you call it) and i told them no it the only find i feel cunffy having a ring on, now i head Anthong ask rod that but i never got what rod said back to him be coz i got called to try my costom on but that when Anthony started to pull away from me and after a will like i said stop talking to me all together so i really dont know what when down or what happen i feel lost in the whole thing, and it also made me not want to get to know any man now coz i feel like some one going to say somthing and going to be right back to what happen with Anthony, 

so that they story with what happen with me and Anthony and not long after that i stopped going to the dream group becoz of it it feel weird seeing him but having him look and me and not see me so i left.

 

but on a happy and cute end here is me as a kide,

 

Love you all

 

From a ill and sleepy Sam
(my chest has got more bad to the pont i can't sleep well, 
I can't really lay down i findit hard to breath and i have pit my pillow so there like
a weg but it not helping much)

 

BUT I LOVE YOU ALL SO SO SO MUCH
HUGS AND KISS'S

SAM

<3 <3 <3 <3

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