So! This post is about me being stupid and about my phobia for fire...

I just came out the shower and I smelled something weird...
I went to my room and, I smelled it even more there.

I recognized the scent, it was fire.

You need to know that I'm very very very scared of fire.
When I see fire, I just don't know what to do, I almost start crying and screaming and it's like my mind stops working. (Lol)

(I even have this problem when I'm at my school and we need to work with fire for chemistry classes, I'm almost crying then and I can't do a single thing because I'm so frightened...)

So! I looked out of my window, and I saw fire... By my neighbours.
It's really dark outside now, so I couldn't see it perfectly, but that fire was very big...
And I live near to a forest... I was so scared the fire would reach the trees and my house and yeah... you know.

I was going crazy, and my parents had a hard job calming me down.
My mother believed me at first, and she wanted to call our neighbours...
But my father just said: "You know... They're probably just burning their Christmas trees...."

And I felt so stupid...
Because then I heard kids laughing and it was pretty obvious my dad had been correct.

Gosh I feel so stupid now, but I can't help it! If I see fire, I'm totally not myself anymore :P


Thanks for reading this and excuse my English, I'm still a bit afraid, so I'm not thinking about using correct words and tenses now :P