My tumblr + expressing gratitude + update on my life and stuff

Hey!

Yeah I am still alive. No I didn't give up on writing. This school year was just... very hard.

At this moment, I am in my exam period. (I have one exam every day). I finished 9 already and still have three more to go.
These are honestly the worst exams I've ever had to take because most of them are oral exams and considering how socially awkward I am, I don't really like talking - to strangers- a lot. (I'm not saying my teachers are strangers or so, but being in one room with them and having to answer those questions really makes me nervous, especially because there are only a few questions and yeah... If you happen to have forgotten something you can fail so easily...)
I didn't realise it at first, but appearantly my fear of exams is really bad. After my oral maths exam, I broke down and got terrible pains in my stomach. I couldn't even move a little without having to gasp from the pain. I had to stay in my bed for hours because I couldn't move and study. The doctor said it was caused by stress.
Which means I am in a lot of trouble, because if I succeed, I am going to university next year and the exams there will be so much scarier... I suppose.

On another note:

I keep getting new comments on AFF on my seventeen stories. Not that many, not like a lot every single day when I still wrote exo stories, but these past weeks, every time I logged in I saw at least one new comment on my seventeen stories and that just makes me feel so happy. That people actually take the time to read those stories that are precious to me and comment on them… I feel really grateful, truly.

As I already said, exams are currently killing me, I’m suffering from a lack of sleep and I can go on like that, but these little comments make my day and make me happy enough to continue studying.

So thank you.

I also just realised I never posted my Tumblr on here. If you want to follow me... Feel free and click here ;D I post a lot about exo, Seventeen, anime & manga, and sometimes a bit about myself, books, music and recently a poem too.

Also: Yeah, when my exams are over I will update. Firstly my seventeen stories. Then CUINYB, if I can contact my coauthor, because I know she has been really busy and I don't want to be a burden...

Anyway. I wrote a lot. I really have to go study now @.@
Bye

Katiryna
(previously know as:)